As some people may have heard or gathered recently i havent been all that well and i had a few tests and now have some meds to help me get back to normal.  There are many weird side effects to them and i have been fortunate enough to not experience any of the scary ones.  (Praise God).

This one night, last week, i started getting this pain in my arms.  E was already asleep on the sofa- she has hardly left my side at all except for pre-school for the past while, although she is more and more reassured daily. 

So this pain makes me start to cry.  Immediately she is awake coming to give me cuddles, i stopped crying - well i mean, with a child you have to right?  So she refused and stayed with me. As soon as I was able I said time to go to bed now,and she made my bed ready for both of us. I had no choice,she as not going to leave me alone. As soon as I lay down I started to cry again,and I couldnt stop.  I called my brother thinking he would likely be awake.  Talking to him calmed me and i was ok for a while.  E went to sleep and I even got some sleep too. 

But half an hour later I was again awake, uncontrollable ache in my arms.  I decided to go have a bath,see if that would help.  I got off the bed and E was standing up,asleep,bleary eyed,then looking at me asking....no demanding...where I was going to.  I explained that I thought a bath might help.  I got her permission and went off to have my bath,she came and watched from the bedroom doorway as i ran the bath and got in, once she saw i was feeling the benefit of the bath she went back to bed (and to sleep).  

I got out of my bath feeling heaps better and able to sleep -and the pain returned before i was even dried off.  So I headed to bed asap and tried to get relaxed and sleeping again.  I found lying in same position as in bath helped, but without the water pressure the pain remained. I seriously considered sleeping in the bath as i tossed and turned trying to get comfy without disturbing E.

Eventually I decided to go to the sofa, and i tried calling anyone overseas I had a phone number for who i thought was not working - no answers anywhere, so i called my brother again and he was just home, so we talked for a while, but he had work the next day, so at 2am he went to get some sleep.  Thankfully chatting had relaxed me and i got sleep for a while too.  At about 3am I woke again crying and tossing every which way. 

In walks my guardian angel in the form of my darling E.  Why are you here mummy?  You should be asleep in the bed.  We went back tot he bed, cuz she was gonna sleep leaning against the sofa so that she would be near me. 

We went back to bed and i slept on and off for the rest of the night, every time i moved she woke up and checked on me, gave me a kiss and toldme that everything was gonna be ok. Little sweetie.  Thankfully we did both sleep well all things considered and were able to do the next day what we had planned.  I know I am lucky to have a daughter who cares so much about me and still even last night was checking up on me cuz i wasnt in bed at 11pmwhen i said i would be - she came looking for me.  Then went back to her own bed.  And to an extent I am glad that she is young. I hope that this helps shape her personality, but that she does not retain these memories from the past few months, but that instead she will have many other happy memories of our family. 

The next day someone showed me a verse in the bible about bones being crushed and that was the most accurate description i could come across for what pain i had had.  I could feel every particle of each bone floating inside my arms, it was the weirdest most horrid sensation i have ever experienced and i hated it intensely.  I hope noone ever suffers that. Joint pain i have handled, as also muscle pain, but bone particles, it is surreal.

It has taken me about 2 hours to write this blog, so I hope that it makes sense.  I just wanted to share what an amazing daughter I have been blessed with and how she cared for me so well without me even asking her to. In fact more often than not I was telling her to leave me alone, forget about me, i was ok with tears streaming down my face and she should get sleep!!!

Peace
EF.x 

Well, back again today - must be feeling slightly better...YAY!  Have even managed to read a couple of the advice articles.  So much diversity and experience on this site, it is just staggering. 

It is lovely to be back and I look forward to getting to know people again soon.  How are all the new babies?  They are all growing so fast!!!!!

Anyhow, must get off to bed again.  Need my rest more than ever now if I want to maintain a good lifestyle
peace
EF.x 

Well guys, I have been back again today, just peeking in around the place.  Welcome to all my new friends and thank you for all comments left in my lounge

I shall try be around a bit more soon and take a glimpse at what is being added to the site.  Am finally getting stronger so although i will be asleep less then i have been (my main reason for not being on minti was that i was asleep) I am hoping that we will be out and about at the park etc. 

Looking forward to catching up with friends old and new in the next few weeks though.
Peace
EF.x 

Just here to say Hi.

Sorry I aint been around.  Things have been kinda busy, and been walking places and doing as much as I can to be a good mum.  Got some meds to help me, so should be back on track again soon and working all full-throttle, which will actually mean increased time out of the house and so even less time online, but at least E will be happy with a  healthy mama again.

Peace
EF.x 

Well, this morning I walked E to gymnastics, went shopping while she was in class (with her permission of course) and then walked all the way home.  This is the first day I have been strong enough to do that, so I am excited, it did knock me out for the afternoon, but hey, E loved it, and we even stopped at the park on the way home for a play on the swings and slides.

Being as the sun was shining we wore our sunnies all the way.  Half way up the hill the sun is streaming into our faces (although the temp was still cool and fresh) and E asks why we wear sunglasses, cuz no-one else is.  So I start talking about ozone and all kinds of things.  I am sure a science teacher would have been proud of me, although I did make it suitable for her age and understanding.  She was good about wearing them all the way there, but on the way home it was too much cuz sun was behind us now mummy.  Yea right hun, like that makes a difference. 

Bless her, cant fault her logic even if it doesn't work.  Anyhow, we got a good habit started again this year.  I remember when we were in NZ and she looked like Miss Miami running around in her skirt, fushia pink top and sunnies. 

Well, must get off to bed now.  Hope you all had a good day
Peace
EF.x 

Had a wonderful day today and yesterday, well worth the effort and preparation I have put in.  Also got to see my brother.  What a treat for us all, and his wife was civil which made things a lot easier on everyone.  Also met their dog, he is gorgeous, and the size of a shetland pony!! and their two foster children who are really lovely also.

am exhausted again now, but hope to be on more regularly.  Am sorry to those who enjoy and check my blog regularly, even those who are not members of Minti (yes you!).  It was your comment that made me realise I hadnt been on in so long.  Anyhow, i am of to bed now, it is 10pm and i was hoping to be asleep at 9.  Best laid plans of mice and men. 

Hope you are all well and that you have all had a great week, I look forward to catching up over the next week with you all.  So strange and wonderful to think E is 4 now, and how time has flown and how much we have actually done in the past 4 years together. What a learning curve it has been.
Peace
EF.x 

This is something sweet that I found and just had to share, but didnt know where to post it.
I hope you enjoy it as I did,
Peace
EF.x 

Some of you may know that our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her.

She dictated and I wrote:

Dear God,

Will you please take special care of our dog, Abbey? She died yesterday and is in heaven. We miss her very much. We are happy that you let us have her as our dog even though she got sick. I hope that you will play with her. She liked to play with balls and swim before she got sick. I am sending some pictures of her so that when you see her in heaven you will know she is our special dog. But I really do miss her.

Love,
Meredith Claire

P S: Mommy wrote the words after Meredith told them to her.

We put that in an envelope with two pictures of Abbey, and addressed it to God in Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith stuck some stamps on the front (because, as she said, it may take lots of stamps to get a letter all the way to heaven) and that afternoon I let her drop it into the letter box at the post office. For a few days, she would ask if God had gotten the letter yet. I told her that I thought He had.

Yesterday there was a package wrapped in gold paper on our front porch. Curious, I went to look at it. It had a gold star card on the front and said "To Meredith" in an unfamiliar hand.

Meredith took it in and opened it. Inside was a book by Mr. Rogers, "When a Pet Dies". Taped to the inside front cover was the letter we had written to God, in its opened envelope (which was marked Return to Sender: Insufficient address). On the opposite page, one of the pictures of Abbey was taped under the words "For Meredith". We turned to the back cover, and there was the other picture of Abbey, and this handwritten note on pink paper:

"Dear Meredith,

You will be happy to know that Abbey arrived safely and soundly in Heaven! Having the pictures you sent to me was such a big help. I recognized Abbey right away.

You know, Meredith, she isn't sick anymore. Her spirit is here with me--just like she stays in your heart--young and running and playing. Abbey loved being your dog, you know.

Since we don't need our bodies in heaven, I don't have any pockets!-- so I can't keep your beautiful letter. I am sending it to you with the pictures so that you will have this book to keep and remember Abbey.

One of my angels is taking care of this for me. I hope the little book helps. Thank you for the beautiful letter. Thank your mother for sending it. What a wonderful mother you have! I picked her especially for you.
I send my blessings every day and remember that I love you very much.

By the way, I am in heaven but wherever there is love, I am there also.

Love,
God and the special angel who wrote this after God told her the words."

As a parent and a pet lover, this is one of the kindest things that I've ever experienced. I have no way to know who sent it, but there is some very kind soul working in the dead letter office. Just wanted to share
this act of compassion.

Blessings of love, peace, health & happiness!

Just wanted to share this with people, I came across it this morning while browsing around online.  It is a Christian writing, so please, don't be offended, if you want to read fine - I am not forcing my belief on anyone, just sharing something I found that I liked.
Peace
EF.x 

______________________________________________________________________________   EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY, please be aware that there are changes you need to make in your life. These changes need to be completed in order that I may fulfill my promises to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in this life.

1. QUIT WORRYING.
Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all our burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way?

2. PUT IT ON THE LIST.
Something needs done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list Put it on MY to-do list. Let ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can't help you until you turn it over to me. And although my to-do list is long, I am after all, God. I can take care of anything you put into my hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known I take care of a lot of things that you never even realize.

3. TRUST ME.
Once you've given your burdens to me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on my list. Problem with finances? Put it on my list. Problems with your emotional roller coaster? For my sake, put it on my list. I want to help you. All you have to do is ask.

4. LEAVE IT ALONE.
Don't wake up one morning and say, "Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I think I can handle it from here." Why do you think you are feeling stronger now? It's simple. You gave me your burdens and I'm taking care of them. I also renew your strength and cover you in my peace. Don't you know that if I give you these problems back, you will be right back where you started? Leave them with me and forget about them. Just let me do my job.

5.TALK TO ME.
I want you to forget a lot of things. Forget what was making you crazy. Forget the worry and the fretting because you know I'm in control. But there's one thing I pray you never forget. Please don't forget to talk to me OFTEN! I love you. I want to hear your voice. I want you to include me in on the things going on in your life. I want to hear you talk about your friends and family. Prayer is simply you having a conversation with me. I want to be your dearest friend.

6. HAVE FAITH.
I see a lot of things from up here that you can't see from where you are. Have faith in me that I know what I'm doing. Trust me, you wouldn't want the view from my eyes. I will continue to care for you, watch over you, and meet your needs. You only have to trust me. Although I have a much bigger task than you, it seems as if you have so much trouble just doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?

7.SHARE.
You were taught to share when you were only two years old. When did you forget? That rule still applies. Share with those who are less fortunate than you. Share your joy with those who need encouragement. Share your laughter with those who haven't heard any in such a long time. Share your tears with those who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith with those who have none.

8. BE PATIENT.
I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime you could have so many diverse experiences. You grow from a child to an adult, have children, change jobs many times, learn many trades, travel to so many places, meet thousands of people, and experience so much. How can you be so impatient then when it takes me a little longer than you expect to handle something on my to-do-list? Trust in my timing, for my timing is perfect. Just because I created the entire universe in only six days, everyone thinks I should always rush, rush, rush.

9. BE KIND.
Be kind to others, for I love them just as much as I love you. They may not dress like you, or talk like you, or live the same way you do, but I still love you all. Please try to get along, for my sake. I created each of you different in some way. It would be too boring if you were all identical. Please know I love each of your differences.

10. LOVE YOURSELF.
As much as I love you, how can you not love yourself? You were created by me for one reason only - to be loved, and to love in return. I am a God of Love. Love me. Love your neighbors. But also love yourself. It makes my heart ache when I see you so angry with yourself when things go wrong. You are very precious to me. Don't ever forget that!

With all my heart I love you,
Your Heavenly Father

We were at gymnastics this morning and had a lot of love and support from parents there - thanks guys!!!  - anyhow, we went to the supermarket on the way home and then to the bus stop.  Had to wait about 10 mins for bus, but bus was late.  Saw it coming so got E all ready and bags of shopping ready to get on bus.  Had even laundry washing powder - so kind heavy load.  But with E's birthday this weekend have to do laundry in time. 

I digress.  We jump onto the bus and drive off, three other buses pull up at the same time.  As we turn the corner off the roundabout i realise we on wrong bus.  Thankfully I had all day ticket and bus was on a circular route, so we just went for a nice drive. 

We were sat behind the drivers seat and sang songs the whole way nearly.  It was well fun.  Led to a very late lunch, but we were cool. 

So the title, well my pride was in the fact that I had not had an afternoon sleep for two days (three now).  My fall was that I was boasting to myself so much that i neglected to check the bus and ended up having to be alert longer and now I am so so, so so tired.  Gonna crash soon - i hope.
Peace
EF.x 

You're inspired by Learning New Things You can't help but be amazed by all the wonders of the world, from the way things work to how your friends relate to one another. That's because you're an inquisitive individual with a sharp eye and a quick mind that never stops questioning.

Whether you're spending hours glued to history programs or enjoy perfecting a new skill like anything from karate to knitting, you've got a serious thirst for knowledge. You probably constantly impress your friends with your diverse talents — and the facts at your fingertips. Besides, your constant curiosity charges you with a fun, childlike energy that others can't help but get a kick out of. So keep on with your curious ways. You're sure to stumble onto the next great thing any day now!

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Found this interesting, so thought I would share it.  I like being curious and open to new thinking.  Yay.  That is who I aspire to be.  How cool is that!!! 

Peace
EF.x 

Right, well this is a terribly sad blog. 
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You have again been warned
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This is my second in a week, so I think you shall disregard me soon - but it is true
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I am wondering how to even begin to tell my tale of woe
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For a week now we have been arranging to wash E's hair.  She is nearly four, when she was about 18 months she was held under a shower head and her hair forcibly washed/brushed/etc.  I don't know, I wasn't there, But this is what I have gathered from subsequent subtle enquiries directed at E and those who cared for her at the time

We have been doing so well with the whole hair washing thing, and she has even had a few showers at my parents place!  (We only have a bath with shower attachment in our home).

So tonight I finally got around to doing it.  Being weak has made it hard for me to do. Anyhow, she was having a lovely time splashing around and i left her to it for a minute, came back, she had her togs on in the bath (she loves that) and was 'swimming'.  I walked into the room, picked up the shampoo, and she was behind me in the hallway dripping on the carpet. 

huh?

I turned, and yes, there she was, behind me, dripping on the carpet, trying to get the towel around her to keep warm. 

She had literally vaulted out of the bath and slithered past me in the time (one second maybe?) it took me to reach for the shampoo - not a hard reach. 

I put the shampoo bottle down on the basin, went to pick her up and deposit her back in the bath.  Successful in this I got the bottle again, this time she is nearly in the lounge by the time i catch up with her.  I am laughing.  She is terrified, I can see it in her eyes.  I don't know why she is so scared. 

I HATE getting water in my eyes or ears when washing my hair.  If you offer to wash my hair and do either and know that this is how i feel you WILL get a smack!  It is one of the few things that I really cannot stand.  I don't know where it comes from, but I have always been careful about it.  So I have always been careful with E also.  She knows this, she has seen me do mine, and she has even helped me on occasion too. 

Getting back to my story, somehow she got sticky in her hair while sleeping on the sofa in the afternoon, the sofa is not sticky, she did not fall asleep with a lolly clutched in her hand massaging it into her hair, it just is.  Nasty.  I get her to stand on the bath mat and touch her hair.  She says "No mummy, I cannot feel any sticky, my hair is bleautiful"  Yeah right.  She was the one who noticed the sticky first and wanted it taken away. 

So I stand her on the bathmat giving her big cuddles, she is wet and shivering now - this second time she forgot the towel.  My clothes are saturated, I am so glad i removed my jeans and had my lil shorts on instead.....lol, the floor is covered in water, my socks are wet and it is gross. My knees are in a puddle, but we are gonna do this.  I am committed. 

I get her back into the bath and we continue t discuss things, she leans outside the bath so I cannot wash her hair - i have shampoo on my hands and start massaging it in, actually the shampoo has been on my hands since i rescued her from the second escapade.  A little while previously.  Funnily enough she loves the head massage part of it - it is just the water part. 

Today she starts to cry. My daughter never (rarely) cries.  I never know what to do when she does.  She is crying now, I continue, she starts to scream, and i mean it hurts my ears.  I work as fast as I can, giving her the best massage I can and working out all the sticky while rushing  rushing rushing.  I don't ask I get the little blue jug cup thing we have for her to play with in the bath (came from a washing powder box).  She stops crying long enough to see what is happening then starts screaming LOUDER!  I am talking to her, soothing her, explaining what I am doing, and what I want her to do.  It is by rote, we both know it - good thing really, I cant hear myself think let alone talk. 

I don't know what she heard, although I was right in her ear as I was working and talking to her, so maybe she did hear me.  I start to pour the water over her hair, making sure I get out every last drop of shampoo in as few rinses as possible!  No easy task when she is squirming.  Rinse number three: the water flows over her face.  Tragedy!  I shove the towel on her face and wipe her off before removing it from possible dropping into the bath and carrying on.  She is screaming again, but there is form to it.  She is shouting "Help!"

"HELP!"

"HELP!"

"HELP!"

Over and over and over again, it is incessant.  I am nearly wetting myself with laughter.  But this is serious for her, it is painful and funny all at the same time for me.  I am imagining telling my mum the story, it makes me smile - thankfully E cannot see me, her face is screwed up in the effort of her continued shouts "HELP!"  (by-the-bye, I found a text message an hour  as we were finishing bedtime story  from the lady who lives downstairs - a friend of mine, asking if all is OK with us....lol ... needless to say I text back apologising and said that if she called social services they could come at same time tomorrow to witness, and take part in the "fun"!)  Is it good that I can see the funny side in all this???

It seriously sounded like E was in trouble, so if there is a knock at the door I shall not be surprised, those screams would have carried some distance.  I finish the job in five or six (I lost count) rinses altogether - not bad for the squirming and screaming that was going on. 

She asks to get out of the bath, I say OK, and offer her the towel, but say she can stay and play a while if she likes, she stays, i get back on the floor, this time sitting on my bottom.  I hold her hands, look her in the eye and talk to her, she is calm, then realises what has gone on and stops holding my hands.  By the time she is getting out of the bath she has been 'swimming' again this time putting her hair in the water.  I mean, why couldn't she have done that in the first place???

So she gets out, i tease her that she forgot the plug, so she swings back into the bath again, takes out the plug has another quick swirly kinda swim and gets out, gives me her dripping togs as I wrap the towel around her, i wring and hang the togs and she asks me for a 'carry' into the lounge. 

We both need the cuddles, so I do, but then there are her PJ's laid out ready - ON THE FLOOR!!!  How do i get them, i swing her down, let go with one hand, grab the Jammie's, swing her and them up, hoping she now has hold of them, cuz I sure don't! and we head to the lounge laughing and best friends again. 

We talk about washing her hair every single day, and she agrees.  I am stronger again now, so I think that I can commit to this.  I have even told Mum that this is my intention, but that she cannot hold me to it in case I get tired again.  I have successfully made it through two days without an afternoon sleep time - i was sleeping 3-4 hours in the afternoon last week.  So I am glad, and hope that E and I can get back onto an even keel again. 

Maybe it is wrong of me to be amused in the middle of a traumatic session like that bath tonight, but I am so not used to her crying that I don't know what else to do but laugh, I am sure I would cry as well otherwise.  That has happened before, she was so shocked she stopped crying and comforted me instead....lol. 

Anyhow, she took ages to settle tonight again - I think that there are other things on her mind as well that she is still not talking about.  Ever since I asked her if she wanted to see her father she has had problems sleeping through the night again, and each night before she goes to sleep we pick a dream for her to have, and she picks a dream for me to have, and in the mornings we discuss our dreams that we had chosen the night before. 

Sometimes she wakes with a bad dream, sometimes she just comes to me for a cuddle at about 4am, and about 4 times a week she sleeps through the night and she is so pleased that she tells everyone she sees, and makes special phone calls to 'Darling and Papa' (my parents) to let them know as well.  Much as I love the cuddles in the night I much prefer the space....lol.

Well, I woke at 3am and came out here, it is now nearly 5:30.  I am gonna do some reading until E wakes up.  I hope everyone is having a great week, and that you don't call the social out on me - I was only washing her hair; honest guv!

Peace
EF.x 

Yes you!  You who reads my blog!!!  LOL.  Guess what?  I have had so so many emails this past couple of days re: E and her being unwell.  Thank you all for caring, she is a lot better now.  Still cuddly and sleepy which is great for me.  I lurve my cuddles.

However, I am sure that the gruesome details were in the blog headed "not to read" - yet you all read it!  Maybe I should do that more often....lol. 

Seriously, thank you all for the love and thoughts you have sent our way.  It certainly made the lonely hours seem less alone.
Peace
EF.x 

I dont even know what I did today, but I know I didnt sleep, E got time online, I did what I had to (mostly) and what I didnt do but should have can be done tomorrow with no worries. 

Bought some beautiful flowers for E's birthday next weekend.  They were 50p a bunch and we got the greenery for free!!!  Got a bunch of pink and a bunch of red.  E arranged the small vase - broken stems etc, and I did the main arrangement. 

Her vase has pride of place in the lounge, and the main arrangement we have relegated to the bedroom for now so we can still enjoy it without having it detract from her vase.  What a sweetie she is, she really enjoyed her responsible role.  Wasnt too keen on having any fern in it, but she liked it in the end.

Nite now y'all. I have made so many new friends today that my mum is fed up of me saying "YAY! I got more friends".  LOL. 

Thank you to everyone who accepted me or invited me to be their friend.  I have never felt so cherished in such a long time.
Peace
EF.x 

So this morning I am exhausted (considering not well myself all this time) and so slept in a little and E gets up and eats half my bar of chocolate that I ready to share with her. Well, guess that is shared....lol.  and I guess she aint sick now.  Anyhow I dragged us out to church and we had a lovely time, I introduced her to a couple of people I had met on Thursday evenings. 

Now I have finally managed to post onto the Book Club Blog about the book for March, how is it that being prepared meant I didnt get it posted until a week later?  So pants.  So I am heading off for another rest while E watches 'EWE KNOW' and then it is Cinderella on the Disney Channel from 4pm, so she is clock watching now that she has worked out what time shows 4o'clock.  Very quick she was actually when I asked her.  Maybe they been doing the time at pre-school. 

Must remember to send out emails for new online prayer room later on. 

Laters
Peace
EF.x 

You have been warned....

I just need to say this because i have noone I can contact right now. 

Why does noone answer their mobile phone?  I thought they were invented for moments like this???

E has (for the second time in her life) been sick.  This morning on her pillow, and about an hour ago,all over the floor,in a wide swathe from where I sit to the bathroom.  The floor is now cleaned and just waiting for the vanish to dry so I can vacuum. 

It Stinks!  I know I am lucky that this is her first time to be aware of it happening.  Her poor little face!  She so did not have a clue what was happening to her and why this terrible thing was happening.  At least she is old enough to follow instructions.

Keep a bowl beside you all the time and go to the bathroom. 

There is also the advantage of her giving me constant cuddles as she tries to find a comfortable position.  Awww, my poor darling girl.  We have had to close the window because the rain was making the air so chill and it was too much, but we did make it to about 90 mins,so that isnt too bad.When it stops raining I may be able to open again as well. 

Well, I did warn it wasnt fit for reading. 
Peace
EF.x 

Firstly thank you to everyone for belated greetings etc for my birthday.  The majority of my friends and family were a day late, except for the ones I was with over the weekend who were of course early....lol.  Some I have still not heard from, but that is life huh. 

E and I had a lovely day, but i got some kinda cold also and had a splitting head which lasted until Wednesday.  School on Tuesday morning was fun...lol.  But made it through ok and made a whole load of concertina dragons with the children for Chinese new year.  Other than that I spent the week in bed.  E is fed up of it.  and now today she is being unwell also.  I am sad for her.  I hope she gets better soon.  She is sitting here on the sofa beside me snuggled up, watching telly and reading her bible.  Cute pic if there was someone to take it....

I am gonna stay logged in today to Minti and see if I cant actually see some of the site.  I really aint been around much for about 2 weeks now.  I really need to get my energy back again soon.  Keep in touch y'all
Have a good day guys
Peace
EF.x