I've just dropped off Lorelei for her first day at daycare. She was fine but I'm a mess. It was so hard leaving her there even though the people are wonderful and very caring.  It took me an hour and a half to finally leave even though she was fine and having a good time playing. She normal gets upset when she goes to other people but she was fine today. I am worried about her feeding though. Despite our best efforts she is yet to take any breastmilk or formula from a bottle or cup. We started her on solids last week so she will at least have something to eat.

I'm so glad we decided to start her a few days early otherwise I'd be a blubbering mess first day back! I have three days to kill before I start back at work. What do I do without my little girl here? There have been days when I wished she was at daycare but now I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm going out to lunch today with a friend but then what? I'm sure I'll end up spending too much money in the next three days just trying to entertain myself.