23rd March 2007, by c-section...omg! im not ready yet...

love

Sam x x x

im seeing the surgeon in the morning at the hospital to book my c-section... im due on 1st April...but i get my date 2morro...

scared!..... what if they leave it too long and i go into labour?..will i still get the c-section?

love

Sam x x x

woke up for the morning wee and cuppa (4 ish)...heard a noise so switched off the kitchen light...

saw three lads breaking into a car and nicking it!!!...can't sleep now - typical...last day at college today for my childcare course so i needed to be fresh and alert, as i am due at work after until 6.30 tonight!!!

called the police as it was happening.... feel a bit bad for the person who's car it is.. had two cars stolen in less than a year and i feel the sicky feeling all over again... hope they catch the little so and so's... trouble is i cant give a good description as it was dark...they had dark clothes, hats and hoodies, and the street lighting isn't great around here!!!

went to check my car (which was parked next to it) and mine is okay.... that somehow makes me feel worse...anyone else feel guilty when they are glad its not their stuff???

love

Sam xxx

is there anybody here?....

......

longest weekend of my life... party that i couldnt get out of...mother in law doing my nut.... kids everywhere... i wanna sleep.....

feeling much happier though in a strange kind of way... can't wait to have the baby now...

luv

Sam x x x

feeling really down today, little one not sleeping... all of us are full of a cold...tired and emotional...

i have been so busy, yet getting hardly anything done...

i need a hug but there is no-one around 

oh well...at least today is nearly over xxx