omg i have only got 4 weeks to go. i have got everythink except the baby change table im picking that up next thursday. i asked my best friend to be in there with me for support she said yes, and she couldnt be  more happier to be there and she would love the experience, she has no kids herself so im hoping she dosent freak out, or me freak out on her. my partner will be in there as well.
ive organized my sister to look after lillian while we go in. im still stressing a little about getting to the hospital thou due to we have no car but my sister said her partner jasson if he isnt working will drive me lol i can just imagine he would freak me screaming in the car, he will have to go threw it with my sister in another 4 months time. oh well it will prepare him.
my sister and i are really close and i would love it if i could be there when she has her baby number 4 (first 3 to her ex husband). she said yeah i can andshe would ask her partner but he said no, he only wants to be in there, fair enough but i got a bit upset, i would think she would want me in there for it. she did say if she had another baby i would be in there with her.
i  will respect her wishes thou mainly his and wont be there.
just upsets me that she wont beable to share her experience with me.
maybe he will change his mind about it. y a never know do ya?
lillian went to tumble time again she loves it. hey come to think of it i think thats where she learnt to climb on the couch omg it is. amazing!!!!!
lmao kids ey they learn real quick.