i have not been feeling well over the last week. I've been feeling very tired.
at first i felt that this was to do with the car acco that we had last Saturday where some idiots went up the rear end of our car, my hubby has really bad whip lash because of it and has been in a foam neck brace and off work all of last week and this weekend just gone.
we had to go to the doctors to get the C.T scan results, while i was there with him i was talking to my doctor and telling him how i had been feeling in the last week, he started asking me how i had been since the miscarriage after the IVF, i said that i had been fine hubby then added up and down with my moods, my doctor just laughed.
he then went on to ask me if i had had my period as yet after the miscarriage, i said no and was just about to ask him about that, he then said to me that he would like to do a pregnancy test just to rule it out.
well i don't think any of us were expecting to see a positive result, i then asked him to do another one just to make sure, and that one also came up very positive. he then sent me off for blood tests to make sure with them also i get the results of them back tomorrow, I'm also booked in for an ultrasound on this Thursday to check the dates.
my GP rang me today to say that he had spoken to my GYN / OB to ask him about the miscarriage and to make sure that there was a small chance that the baby might be from the IVF or not. my OB then told him that he felt that there was no chance that a baby could have surived the amount of blood that i had lost at the time and that the uterus lining was to thin for a baby also.
so now I'm waiting for the ultrasound this Thursday to see just how many weeks i am, my GP feels that i'm only 5 weeks, so for the time been I'm working on that.
i feel really worried scared nervous excited all in one, i want to get super excited but at the same time i don't, i have all these thoughts flying around in my head, and all these feelings in my tummy.
i guess once i see the little one on the ultrasound and also have it confirmed by the blood tests i'll start to feel better about it all.
gecko-baby