The other day my wife and I had to take our one year old son in to get his MMR vaccine along with his miningachocol and hep B vaccine, but due to our concerns about MMR being linked with autism and bowel disease we asked our family doctor if there was any back up vaccines for parents with these concerns and response was that it was only one group of people who had these concerns with the vaccine so because the doctor couldn't tell us much more about it we declined the MMR vaccine so we could do more research into it ourselves what we found gave us even more concerns about this MMR vaccine.  We found out that Dr Wakefield had 170 cases of autism and bowel disease in children who have had the three in one vaccine and that the parents had documentry evidence of there childrens physical and mental decline had followed there 3 in 1 immunisation.  Then I looked into it a bit more and there was a taylor study that was hailed to be proof that the MMR vaccine does not cause autism actually had found evidence suggesting a connection.  So we are considering trying to get a back up solution for parents with the simialar concerns which Australia does not have in place.  Please remember in all this we are not the victims in all this our children are.

Well 2morrow is coupels councelling day and I'm dreading it what will she say?? what should I say? honesty may get me in more trouble than it's worth and I hate worrying bout the small stuff, which is all that bothers me. I hope our first session goes well I won't want to go again if it doesn't, but it will be good for my partner as she really wants to do this together. I have a feeling we will just be talking mostly about our little bub at the moment I know how she worries about him.

I have solved many things this week 1) my wife and I have come to an agreement about his toy for christmas!! very happy and although we have met halfway it will mean less cost! 2) my son has been stealing my dirty socks off the floor (which is where dirty socks live until wife puts them in wash) he has a whole pile we found them only coz his room was smelling odd it's actually really sweet he is only 1 and he has been stealing them and putting them in a safe place so when I am at work he still sort of has me around awwww! 3) I found something I didn't know I had lost - it's been that long! great week hopefully i will find money next but I have an awful feeling that if I do it won't be in my wallet for long.

Have been very busy lately I suppose all parents are. well not much has been happening in my life at the moment just work work work my wife wants to get the best christmas present for our son ever! yes it will be expensive and yes he is worth it but he is actually quiet happy with even an empty juice bottle?? and besides he gets spoilt enough by all the family as he is the youngest baby on either side. I recently caught him playing with junk that basically cots nothing and he has lots of toys! I really do think she is getting a little carried away but I don't think I can be honest as I tried talking to her before bout expensive toys and how he just like our time and attention at this age but I was accused of being cheap! I will be happy when the whole thing is over. I really do hope he gets some use out of this toy.  Well if you have any suggestions, comments or support for me I will be happy to read them