My hubby left this morning on a 5 day golf trip!!! Lucky him. It's raining here, the kids are in a bad mood and I got to book in for an uncomfortable medical procedure (colonoscopy). No wonder Im in a bad mood. Then he rings me and tells me how lovely the resort is that they are staying at at Nelsons Bay. Did he think that would improve my mood!!!!???? Well thats the end of my rant........

I am feeling the pressure of the limited time I have left on my maternity leave. Sam is starting to do so much now and Hannah is getting clingy. She knows I am going back to work and she isn't happy about it. I am trying to spend every second with them but it still doesn't seem like enough. I am so torn and hubby doesn't fully understand how hard this is for me. I just need to become super organised so that I can do the super mum thing (like thats ever going to happen!!!)

I find this happens every now and again. Whenever I read through parenting books, magazines or internet sites I become stressed out! I spend time with my children, they are clothed, fed and most importantly loved. Sometimes that doesn't seem like enough...... I won't go into details because I am in a stressed out mood and I don't want to say anything I might regret later. I need to do what my husband is always telling me to do, stop worrying about what other people think!!! lol

xx Gail

My hubby has a rostered day off every second Monday. I have loved these Mondays while I have been on maternity leave!!!! We went for lunch and a wander around the shops- had coffee. It was so nice!!!! But hubby is coming back from his golf trip on his next RDO and the Monday after that I am back at work!!!!!!!!! My stomach is churning thinking about it. I feel this urgency to spend every second with Hannah and Sam because I know that the days are going to get so much busier when I go back to work!!!! Wiah for me to win the lotto (I will share it I promise), LOL.......