Im feeling it a bit today. My mum went home yesterday so I dont have anyone to vent to. It's not one of those stressed days that you can put your finger on the problem. It one where i just dont no whats going on. I feel like i have a huge weight on my shoulders that i cant shake.
Abbi had a tumble off the bed today. It gave me such a fright. James had put her in the bed in the middle of the night to settle her, but when he left for work, he didnt put her back in the cott. He left a pillow next to her which she knocked off and followed off the side. Luckely she landed on top of the pillow and stopped crying minutes after i picked her up. But it makes me realise how lucky i was she didnt do any serious damage. 
School holidays finish tommorrow, thank god!!! I just want my life back in order. When Sam is at school, i have a routine. Its wake, get him ready while feeding abbi. Drop off at school, do dishes, abbi sleeps, sweep, mop, load of laundry, abbi wakes..... etc etc. but since sam has been home and not at his mothers for holidays , its put everything out. Even abbi doesnt want to go to sleep or its an all out war to put her down! she (even at 7 months) has been acting up as she now doesnt get all the attention during the day. 

Anyway..... must be going.... but hope to feel better soon. Maybe a cuppa will do it? 

Yay, im so excited. My mum is back in town for a visit, each time she comes she brings lovley gifts (true they are second hand, but always in A+ quality) and this time it is a clothes dryer!!! We are in much need as it keeps raining on and off here. Lets see what else. Abbi has decided to be a bugger and her routine is down the drain. She no longer goes to sleep with out a fight, its world war 3!!!! and always ends up in bed with mummy and daddy.
Sam's mum has decided to "dissapear" once again that school holidays are on, i can swear that 6pm monday night he will hear from her.....maybe?