on this day, two years ago, our youngest child was born.

I just want to wish Ryleigh a great BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY from Dad Mum and all the rest of the kids, we love you Ryleigh, we will do all that we can to make sure you have a terrific dayhttp://www.myspace.com/iancherine

this link will take you to our myspace page where you will be able to veiw a homemade video of Ryleigh,

Does anyone ever feel like their whole world is falling apart and you can't cope with anything. That is how I have been feeling for the last week. I don't know why I feel this way, I just do. I have two daughters who spend time at their father's but feel I am the one that still does everything for them even though it is supposed to be shared care. I also have my two boys who are at the worst age. nearly 2 and nearly 3 and they completely wear me out every day. Their constant grab this, push that, and their fighting with each other. It's all sending me in to a mad spiral of feeling like I am a hopeless mother and going completely crazy in my head. I just had to get this all off my chest and now I feel a bit better. Cherine.