Well I've been tossing up whether or not to say anything but I'm going crazy here. I'm 4 days late so I seem to have skipped a period unless it's just coming really really late (mine come like clockwork), I am SO emotional and moody, I'm getting killer headaches, I'm always starving and now I've started cleaning because I feel like it (what the?).
I'm not sure whether to be happy or scared or a bit of both. I know I'd be disappointed if I took the test and it came back negative but I would also feel SO relieved. And if it came back positive I'd be happy but then I would be crapping myself!! I've always wanted a second baby but I just don't feel the timing is right. I'm only just starting to get back on track with everything and catch up on all my jobs that have been put to the side for the past year or so.
Does everyone feel like this when they find out they are pregnant? Even if they were trying for a baby? We weren't trying and we only had "relations" once using contraception so I'm trying to figure out how it is even possible . . Does everyone get this confused??
And how does one look after a toddler while being pregnant? My son is SO much hard work as is and if I am pregnant and it's anything like my first pregnancy then I'm in for a hell of a ride. The morning sickness was horrible!!!!!!!!! And I was just starting to try for my licence again - how am I supposed to have driving lessons with all day sickness??? It would be good if there was no sickness though because that's actually the only thing I'm scared of hahahaha!! And we've already bought all the baby stuff from when we were going to start trying before so everything's all organised, I'm just scared . . .
Plus two of the other Mum's in my Mother's group are pregnant and I was just a little bit jealous so this must mean that I secretly want a baby!! Oh I don't know!!! I wanted four kids so I don't know if this is just hormones doing this to me or not!!
Argggh someone please enlighten me!! | 
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