Please God give me the strength to go on! Please God lead me on your righteous path, help guide me and show me the way. Please send me comfort and a strong firm hand. Enlighten me and show me the world through your eyes. Please God send a loving friend my way, someone who will talk to me for hours, hug me when I feel down, wipe my tears away with their own hands, tell me that I'm loved and cherished in this world. A true friend who I can trust and who will be there for me no matter what. A best friend who will never judge me and never leave me. You've given me this gift before and oh how I do miss her so. Please look out for her and make sure that her and her family are always safe and well; with food in their tummies and a warm place to sleep at night. And if she is my soulmate please bring us back together. You brought her to me in the first place and now I need her more than ever. Please show me the way. And please God if there's nobody out there for me, nobody who understands me and nowhere that I fit in - then please be my friend and love me for who I am as I love you for all that you are. Please God bless me with fertility. Please God bless me with as many children as you see fit. Help me to see all children through your eyes and teach me to love them as you love them - unconditionally. I want to walk your path and do your work so please open my eyes to what you see . . and I please ask of you to make sure that Angelina is watching over me tonight. Rubbing her hands through my hair, kissing my forehead and letting me know that everything is going to be alright. Thank you God - I love you!

AMEN