I'm feeling crappy at the moment. There is a disconnect going on between me and MonkeyDad.
He read my blog below and said, "you left something out."
Ok, I admit it. I left something thing out. I left out the fact that when the family asked him if they could go in the red train (Matty wanted to ride in the red train), he turned to Matty to ask him if it was OK and that they ride in the black one instead. Matty answered yes.
Alrighty then. I hope that's better. Does it now seem less accusatory towards him? Because really, the first thing I meant to imply on my blog was that it was my fault to want to go out for the day. I reaped what I sowed.
He said it's not that he thought I was making it to seem his fault. He said he's just reliving the misery of yesterday or something like that.
Anyway, it's my blog... a diary. Instead of internalizing things, I am writing it them down. I'm not even writing the whole thing down. I'm just writing a snap shot and a snap shot from my point of view and not others. If he wanted to write a blog based on his point of view, he really should. If I was to trully write what I feel and write everything that's in my head, I am sure I would appear psychotic to everyone. |