HOw annoyed was I at 20 weeks when I was pregnant with liam that everyone thought i was about ready to pop. and when told otherwise assumed i was having multiples.
Here I am at 18 weeks and i have LOST weight. I have no bump yet. I have my next scan on the 13th to find out the sex, and yet someone i have known for seven years still hasnt realised im pregnant, because my belly is SMALLER!
I havent done anything to lose weight, I stopped exercising almost straight away, and any big trips outside the house away from my couch after the threatened miscarriage, started drinking coke again (its okay- i have really low blood pressure. they tell me to have at LEAST a cup of coffee or a 600 ml coke a day to keep me from passing out but i just dont like cofee) and im not eating quite as healthily as i was before i was pregnant- sheer laziness on my part i guess... who wants to make a salad sandwhich when there is cookiedough in the door and spaghettin in the cupboard?
But that shouldnt make me smaller! it should make me bigger!
And of course I dont beleive a word doctors tell me because they are all so weird and tell you different things ( like the woman who gave me pain killers that pregnant people ARENT allowed to have whatsoever- as clearly labelled on the box- this from a bloody hospital too.)
help!?!?! |