Its been agers since l have blogged, l called into my cousins place to use her pc (not having one), making her long off - she wasnt happy about it, but would do anyhting for me LOL. Anyhow my life has been keeping me busy, lm working again(part time) after so long in taking a break from the world of work. lm looking into moving again as l am not that happy in my place plus the lease is nearly over, my cousin hubby has offered to let me move back in if l want too until l find a place - thats only if l dont get something. l would love to spend time with her kids, but l really dont want to be a pain. Dont get me wrong l love looking after the younger kids for her - like now lm watching the baby while she gos up to the shops and grabs a few things for dinner tonight. It means the world to me that they love me being around, she even rings me asking if l am doing anything and if l would like to come round for a meal or even a chat.....H and G have been great, support me when l was down and even still managed to run a household with 5 kids, take them to all there training and activitys etc. l have met someone but l am not sure if l really want a relationship as yet.....he trys so hard l know but well l will see. He has to understand my feelings and what l have been through so far in this last year.

Take care

hello all,

l got a unit and l am moving out of my cousins house this weekend and settleing into my own place......l will be unable to come online due to l dont own a pc and after reading a post about members being deleted for more than one account l wouldnt want my cousin to get deleted, as they would think she has more than one account as l am using her pc to write a post.  Thank you for having me for the short time , l hope to be able to save up and get my own pc and internet to continue to stay on this wonderful site.

Best wishes all

Jane xo

Well my unit/flat hunting is going well, l have a couple of appointments tomorrow to see some places and l hope one is the one l like and apply for and maybe get. My cousin, her hubby and there Children have gone to do there weekend shopping, as for me lm catching up on Minti.

My fathers new career rang me last night asking if l could come over sometime today and help her with my father, there seems to be a problem she cannot handle. l think its just she cannot get him to agree on something and he is putting up a fight with her.

Have a great week end all

Best wishes

l woke up to the sound of silence in the house....which was strange as since l have been staying with my cousin there was always nosie in the morning with her  children running around. Got up had my shower, breakfast and found a message from H saying her and the kids where going out today as she heard me still up at 2 am, l couldnt sleep. So a day alone wow, thanks H. So lm going to hang out here on minti for awhile chatting and then look up some units/townhouses for rent in this area. The sooner l get settled into my own place and get my life ready for my own family member. Might even go baby shopping tonight , if l find the time too.