This post is from from my other blog here As we get closer to the impending delivery and arrival of our newest little 'un, I have faced some "truths" that I have not previously considered. Maybe it's preggo-brain-uber-hormone driven! There WILL be 3 children for whom I will be responsible for. It's not that there will be 3 kids, it's that there will be 2 babies and one "big" boy. I am feeling guilty that Kolby will not get "his" baby time with Keith and myself, and also feeling guilty that Jacob will not be part of that baby clique. Jake is excited for another baby, he did so well when Kolby came, I only hope that I haven't worn out Jake's welcome of new babies.
I must make time for Jake - without the babies, I know that. I only hope, for Jake's sake, that I can do it enough.
Likewise, I must give Kolby baby time - without Jacob and the new babe.
And then, I must give baby time - without the bigger siblings!
Having said that, where in the world do I fit in time for Keith? Nevermind, I do need to shower every once in a while
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Uh-Oh, here comes a big wave of guilt again...

Hmm?! Amazingly enough, I am already starting to feel better. Yep chalk it up to hormone driven craziness!
So let's move on to more "sane" topics! We are stumped for a girls name. Thought we had a few, turns out we don't really LOVE any of them. Ideas are now being accepted, credit will be given to whomever suggests the name we use!!!! No cash reward or anything... just a severe satisfaction in knowing that you were responsible for the naming of our child!! Unless it's a boy, then you are out of luck - we already have a name!!!
Oh yeah, and don't forget to put in your best guess in the baby pool
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