My boy is growing up and i'm not sure how i feel about it. We got a letter in the mail the other day about him being accepted into 4 year old kinder next year. After Kinder comes school, i know he is more than ready it's just that mummy is not. I have also decided after many months of thinking about it that i am going to finally bite the bullet and study to become a nurse. I will probably looking at starting in June next year so that i can settle Josh into kinder first. Nursing has been something that i have wanted to do for many years but never thought i would be good enough to be able to study for. I really want to eventually get into midwifery but that will be a few years down the track, first i want to do the RN course and work in aged care then eventually study the midwifery course. Exciting times ahead. 

I finally nearly have my hearing back. Yes that's right, after 2 courses of very strong antibiotics my ear is finally feeling almost normal again. After i finished the first lot i had to go back to the doctors so he could check how the infection was going and he decided that the second course was needed and possibly a hearing test after that. Well halfway through the second course my ear started weeping which was so gross i will not go into detail with that, the hearing test is now not needed for at least 6 months but there is some hearing loss but it will take a few months for the ear drum to settle down properly to find out how much. .  The virus has also gone now too so i am just working on getting fully well again and to stop feeling so tired.

The kids have been so good lately apart from Josh and a few tantrums when he isn't getting his own way but we are working on some things that are working really well in combatting this behaviour. He is going through a stage at the moment where he asks for something and if i say he can have it the next thing he will say is Amy can't have that, only i can. We are not sure how to over come this but we are working on treating them completely equal.  Amy on the other hand is a complete dream at the moment. I love watching he learn new things which seem to be happening daily. She completely shocked me the other day when i was changing her nappy. She was lying on the floor and we were counting, i say 1 she says 2 and so on. Usually we get to 3 and thats it but after i said 3 she said 4 so this went on till we got to 10 then she clapped and said yay. I can't believe that at 21 months she can count with me. Josh was 2 before he said his first word and now i can almost have a conversation with Amy. She is much happier now that she can tell me what the problem is rather than just crying.

I am looking forward to tomorrow night when i finally get to go to the Pink concert. After getting tickets for my birthday last november i have had to wait till July to finally see her, i am very excited.

Anyway that is life in a nice square box. Hope everyone else is well.

Love Juzzy xoxoxoxoxox