Hi guys,
Well today is D day for hubby as today is the day that we finally see the neurologist. My hubby is so very nervous but desperate to get some answers as to what caused his seizures and a few other strange things. We will be heading off at around 10am in order to get to the app at 1.30pm, we have also been told that there will be a series of scans and other tests that hubby must have prior to his app so he most likely will not get to see the Dr until around 3pm.
I have to admit that I am bloody nervous too, hence me waking back up at 2am. I have been so strong for hubby and have been full of encouragement and happy thoughts but inside I am a nervous wreck. My MIL is watching Sumara while we are at the Dr's, this will be the 1st time she has looked after Sumara on her own so I hope all goes well. . . . Sam is going to be at home when Danesha knocks off school as I thought keeping things as normal as possible was the best . . . .
On some really GREAT news - Sam has asked to move back in, so we are in discussion mode about the pro's and cons. I am so HAPPY that my wayward angel is finally coming home, all I want to do is hug her tightly but I keep reminding myself that she is now 17 and I need to not smother her. It's so hard to believe all she has been through . . . . Sam also is having an operation on the 28th of this month and the doctors are not sure if she will be able to keep her remaining ovary so we are in positive thinking mode there as well . .
It seems unfair that at 17 she may lose the chance of being able to concieve a child naturally when she is ready too. What really annoys me is that the nasty prick that raped her 3.5 yrs ago is walking around without any health probs yet my angel has had one prob after another. I know it seems nasty BUT i can only hope that one day HE gets to suffer the way my little girl has . . . .
Anyway I am going to enjoy a nice cup of tea and then try again to get some sleep . . . . I hope all you guys are doing well and if anyone is feeling crappy then imagine me sending you a big HUG . . . . |