Ugghh I have to admit I have had enough. I want this baby out, I want the constant nausea and the vomiting to stop and most importantly I want to meet this special gift that has made me spend the last 35 weeks of my life with my head stuck in the toilet! Unfortunately two weeks ago the maternity ward in Bourke closed indefinitely so I am about 400kms away in Dubbo playing the waiting game with my very active 3 year old while my husband has stayed home to work. The mental preparation for this hasn't been great. I know it is about safely having our baby delivered but I really just wish I was home with my hubby. I am very luck that my mum lives close to Dubbo so I at least I have some support and some where to stay as many others don't have that luxury and have to stick out the final days in a cramped motel room. So the countdown is well and truly on, See the Dr again on Wednesday and I hope that they will agree to induce me on Friday or Monday if the baby hasn't arrived. I am physically and emotionally exhausted right now and at least by being induced I can make sure my hubby will be here to witness our second child come into the world. :-) Hope you will all hear from me soon! |