god i hate my life so much it is not easy to raise 2 boys on ur own 1 havin autism and lookin after ur sick mum and ur ***** of a sister who can help around with things like cleaning but just outrite refuses 2. she is always usin the excuse that she is a teenager. but wat she seems to not get is i was once 1 she thinks out of the family she is the only 1 that has ever been a bloody teenager. man she gives me the mega shits. and not just some of the time but all of the time.

God I hate my life.... I have just had yet another guy tell me dat I am fat and ugly. I know dat I am but its not for other ppl 2 tell me. I am feeling so down dat even though wit everything dat is happenin wit my mum and I need 2 cry I am goin bk on my meds again as I cant take no more. I wish dat I was dead bc den I wouldnt have 2 hear ppl calling me things like dat. :( I am off now even though dont want to go to town I have 2.

BYE ALL AND TA FOR EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR ME but I just cant take anymore of it.... :(:(:(:(

This is a picture of Kyle at his first sports day at school. The order of the kids from left to right are.... Kyles friend Jamie, Kyle, Kyles friend Ben and his other friend Mark..

Here is a pic of kyle @ school as his 1st school pics I can really see a diffrence.