Can my life get any worse???? My mum is very sick she is dying. Which I cant handle but would NEVER tell her as I am her carer. My sister is not the most easyiest to live with. But she is scared of loosing our mum.Which I can understand.
My boys well Lincoln understands wats goin on (well as much as a 8 yr old can ) Kyle well he cant start his day without seein his nanny 1st. So I dont know where thats goin to leave him we mum goes.
I try and I try but I cant seem 2 do things right at all. I am a stuff up at EVERYTHING.
Shorly my life could get no worse I cant go anywhere wit firends eg coffee bc I cant be away from my mum for long.
Everytime I am trying to relax she calls me and I dont mind that.
Last night I was real upset and mum asked me wat was wrong I didnt really want to tell her but she made me and it was that my sister.
She is 13 she is able to do things round the house but she wont.
She seems to think that oh well Kylie will do it all for me.
It REALLY hurts and I told mum that she said to me that she knows that it is really hurting me.
Anyway I shouldnt be such a sook as my nanna use to say to me "no matter wat ur goin through there is always someone out there goin through worse" So I will leave it at that .
Thanks .
Kylie.
 

I am finally bk from the holiday it wasnt as good as I thought it was goin to be but oh well @ least we went.

How is all going? Me just glade 2b home.

The weather was bad in geelong and we came home to it to.

The kids were real excited as they got to see some snow just out of ballarat. But falling was all they got 2 see from it as it didnt even settle on da road.

Anyway I got 2 go now fix kids up but will chat soon.

cheers 2 all.

kylie

MAN I ave had da worst 2 weeks ever. I had 2 go to court wit my sister and it was so so so so scary. It was on da man dat abused me as a kid. But he was found guilty of brakin an order which we are happy about. Me and my sister were so worried dat he would get off and think he could do wat he pleased.

Kids are driving me mad. I HATE school holidays as Kyle doesnt get y he cant go to school. I have moved house so I am offically living wit my mum now. After I had an argument wit the Ooh department for treatin me and my stuff like rot.

But anyway we r all goin away today to Geelong to see my brother for his b/day. It has been abot 11 yrs since we ave been wit him for it so it will be fun. And MAN I can not wait to see him and my cute neices and my sister inlaw. I havnt been to geelong to stay ova nite since I was abot 16 yrs old and @ the moment dat feels like abot 100 yrs ago (LOL).

Anyway our taxi will be here soon as its almost 7am. I will chat to u all wen I get bk.

cheers to all

kylie

Hi all I have a good friend of mine on here her id is sherrie81 hope she will b as welcome as u all welcomed me

Hi all how are we???? me well im not that good at the moment as i found out yesterday that a VERY VERY good friend of mine has died. she died on monday night. She is/was like family to me thats how much of a friend she is/was. i just can not believe that it has happened. she has 4 girls that she has left behind. only 2 of them were living with her the oldest of the 2 is only 5 turning 6 and the youngest 4 turning 5. i am unsure how they are b/c my friend got rushed to melbourne so they were taken to melbourne to be with her but she never even made it there.

kylie....

hi all i have just invited a friend to join us here i hope that she will join us. she is real nice i have told her all about u all and how welcomin u are.

Oh my golly gosh I cant believe that Kyle is @ school. He started last Thursday and I think he is loving it. He has handled it so very well as there was no screaming or anything wen he relized that I couldnt go wit him all he said was " OH OK ". I was pritty happy with that but after he left I cried my eyes out  . I really NEVER thought that I would see the day that my little man would go off to school. But now that he has im so pleased as it is something that he needed to do. Anyhow I just wanted everyone to know thats all.

cheers

kylie..

p.s this is a pic of him in his uniform....

thankyou too everyone for ur lovely thoughts u can all only emagine wat it means to me as i dont feel so alone with the support that i have from u all

thankyou ..

kylie

Hi all how are we ? me well I am not good my mum is about to die any minute and i am not sure if i can handle it.

I dont think i could emagine life without her. I will have my 13 yr old sister to raise as well as my own two kids.

Life is just SO short thats it is not funny I think everyone needs to treasure EVERY minute of it ALL.

B/C as soon as u dont then it can be ripped away from u so easy.

bye for now.

hey everyone sorry its been a while i have just had the worse few mths of my life.

but anyway i am bk now how r we all?? hope everyone is fit and well.

bbl cheers for now

kylie