I hope that things are improving for you now.  Sorry you have had a rough time.  Been there over the last few years too, and it feels like the world is falling apart.  Chin up, it is a new year, and I'm sure there are going to be alot of positive changes in your life.

Hi Kylie, good to see you back online... Hope everything is sorted for you now, and that your run of bad months is over for a long time to come!