Can my life get any worse???? My mum is very sick she is dying. Which I cant handle but would NEVER tell her as I am her carer. My sister is not the most easyiest to live with. But she is scared of loosing our mum.Which I can understand.
My boys well Lincoln understands wats goin on (well as much as a 8 yr old can ) Kyle well he cant start his day without seein his nanny 1st. So I dont know where thats goin to leave him we mum goes.
I try and I try but I cant seem 2 do things right at all. I am a stuff up at EVERYTHING.
Shorly my life could get no worse I cant go anywhere wit firends eg coffee bc I cant be away from my mum for long.
Everytime I am trying to relax she calls me and I dont mind that.
Last night I was real upset and mum asked me wat was wrong I didnt really want to tell her but she made me and it was that my sister.
She is 13 she is able to do things round the house but she wont.
She seems to think that oh well Kylie will do it all for me.
It REALLY hurts and I told mum that she said to me that she knows that it is really hurting me.
Anyway I shouldnt be such a sook as my nanna use to say to me "no matter wat ur goin through there is always someone out there goin through worse" So I will leave it at that .
Thanks .
Kylie.
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