<< (KIND OF MAD )       Well Kyle and I went to Melb on Tuesday and as I thought yes he deff is Autistic but the hard bit was that I got told that so am I. That when I was a kid that would have been the worst of it. He was able to tell me exactly wat I was like as a kid even down to that I had this anoying tick. Now I snap my teeth 2gether instead.  Now I can understand if all you never want to chat to me again bc of this but I hope that wont happen.

I SO MUCH HATE the idea that I was/am the reason that Kyle is the way that he is.

It was a GREAT BIGGGGGGGG shock to my systm. He also thinks thats why I can do things like memorise numbers as I can even rattle of my medicare number to ppl. Lots of ppl think thats wired.

Well will stop anoyin u all and hope that I can come bk here to chat again soon.

cheers Kylie..

MAN AM I SCARED I have to take kyle to Melb on Tuesday for his formal assesment and I am scared even thought I know what it is that he has but it is one thing to hear it from ppl another thing to hear it from his pedotrition and its totally another thing to hear it from a specialest I dont know how to worn him of what is to happen which is something that I like to be able to do as I am not really sure what will happen myself. I am also kind of scared that it will be so much confimed that there is NO turning back.