hi everyone, well, its easter, wasnt it only christmas last week? feels like it

ive been so flat out at work, have had 2 promotions at work in the last 3mths, gone from general packer, to leading hand and now team leader of the whole pasta production line! im so proud of myself!

Kobe was 3 in feb, and is growing up far to quickly!!!! no plans as yet for another one, but would like to in the next 2 years.

my best friend is getting married in october, and im a brides maid, i CANT WAIT, so after that,maybe plan another bubba, if i have my way hahahah

well,kobe calls so i best be off, i will try get online more often

MWUAH

hi all, its been a few months since ive been online. i have been extremely busy. working hard and not getting paid enough hahah

xmas was great, just a small one with us and darrens brother. the in-laws were away this xmas, and my family being indarwin, it was a quiet one, but lovely

i just dont get time anymore to do what i want to do. not enough hours in the day! Kobe is growing so much, i cant believehe will be 3 in feb! i cant believe i'll be 28 in jan AARRRGGGHHHH, geting closer and closer to 30!

i will try get online more often, but cant promise anything, stay safe and enjoy the new year

jade

hi everyone.well its been over a week since my op and imfeeling pretty good. i have my ups and downs.some days are worse then others,but i just look at kobe and know i did the right thing.

i just thought id give you all a quick update.KObe is calling for his "bapf" ( bath)

i better run

Jade

well, its been quite a while since i have written a blog.i have been extremely busy with work. i dont get on as often as i would like.

i have had a few personal dramas as well. I found out 2 weeks ago i was pregnant. This has been a bad thing.i am on the pill to prevent falling pregnant, as just going fulltime with work, i cant afford it.

I was admitted to hospital on thursday with severe bleeding. i didnt miscarry,but the bleeding hasnt stopped.it gets worse, then lightens,then gets heavy again.

I have chosen to get an abortion. Besides the fact that we cant afford this baby, the doctor has suggested it for my own safety and well being. So, if i dont miscarry between now and friday, iam getting a termination.I am booked in for friday morning at the royal womens.

Please dont think i have made this decision lightly. there have been many tears, tantrums and mental anguish between myself and my partner. But we feel it is the best decision for us to make at this time in our lives.

I have asked for annonymous advice here on minti, where i have had overwhelming support. Thankyou to all those people, even if you didnt know it was me. When the time comes later down the track i am going to write an article to help others.no one should have to go thru a decision like this without the help and support they need.

Abortion is a HUGE thing, although a relatively common procedure these days. its still something that NEEDS to be talked about. I dont like to support abortion as a contraceptive.but for people who have the need for this operation in the safety of your own health,or people who know they will not be able to give the child the life they deserve. Who have protected themselves with contraception, but find themselves in my very predicament.

Im not sure if all this makes sense.i cant really think clearly or type clearly at the moment. Imjust gonna take it easy, and i will write when its allover

thanks for listening

Jade