As Pia has let you know. I am in a bad place atm.
struggling with some regection and hurtful words atm from a particular person who thinks i am calling them a bad parent for offering advice. Chris is on high allert atm as due to me being in a dark place he cant take chances again. i dont blame him. i know what was in my head last night and it was very nice.
to be perfectly honest i should be in hospital cause i dont trust myself to keep me safe. but i am too scared to go there after my last trip there so i will call my shrink to see how soon i can see him or someone. my meds are working but i think i need to go back on my anti deps as it has been a very stressful few weeks cause of this person.
some of you know what i am talking about as i have confided in a few ppl on this situation. all of what you said has helped alot. i now am very worried about the other person involved and how it will afect our friendship.
well i need to go. Charlie is wanting breakfast as Alex is at school having breakfast club atm (i love it). will keep a few ppl in my loop to let you know how i am, as i might not come on while i figure my head out. I hate it when it is this dark. so look out for Pia, Kellz or Cazza's posts as i think they are the only ppl's mobile i have.
thank you to those wonderful ppl who have put messages in my blog and Arna i will be sending you a minti mail soon.
thanks again guys
Liz |