This last weekend just gone, for the first time in weeks, I started feeling like I was getting better.  Then on Saturday I got struck down by one of the deepest depressions I can remember experiencing since puberty.  I've been up and down the last couple of days, so today I went to the doctor.  She's given me another week and a half off work and has sent me to see a counsellor, and is talking about anti-depressants.

I feel so screwed up, and it doesn't help that BF keeps telling me I'm now officially mentally ill and "nuts". 

I am completely freaked about going back to work for a lot of reasons, but now I just want to go back so I can get a new job and quit my current job.

I'm sick of being sick...

BF took me and the girls to the hospital to see my nephew last night.  Both he and my sister-in-law are doing well.  Got quite a few photos.  I think this one is the cutest of my youngest daughter and my nephew:

Last night my sister-in-law gave birth to a beautiful little baby boy.  Another cousin for my girls!  I'm still sick, so I'm hoping that I might be well enough to go along and visit him soon.  Here's a piccie:

Still a home sick after more than 3 weeks with this vertigo / inner ear infection thing.  I can't remember what it's like to feel well anymore. It's been so long since I felt any good.

Anyway there's not anymore to say cause my life is consequently pretty boring at the moment.  Hope everyone else is having a better time!