Hi all,

I hope you are all doing fine.

Its been a while since I last blogged so I thought I might take the chance to do another.

I have finally bitten the bullet and decided to go back to Target, my old stomping ground I was there for 9 years and had a break when I had Ebony.

I was called in for the interview and I noticed on my application "Yes" my HR Manager said Hi Jen you already know that you have the job don't you so how have you been?

I thought wow thats awesome, I just wanted 2 or 3 days back there and I still can work Massages around it. I dont mean to sound greedy but those were the days when I had a bit more money when I was doing both.

You see my partner and I have big plans for the near future such as pay off bills etc etc and get some money saved, as we wish to give Ebony a baby Brother (preferably) but we will be happy with what ever we get. Mind you Ebony has informed me that we need to keep trying till we give her a brother.

This wont be happening for at least a year we think, it really depends on how we go at saving i guess. I know in theroy we never can really afford a baby we just have to bite the bullet and and manage. The same as everyone does.

But I have to admit though I have been feeling clucky a fair bit lately, it doesnt help that I have been working on pregnant mum's for the past 5 months. My partner said to me today Oh another pregnancy massage that means more talk about babies yippee. He is very excited about having a baby, he would be happy for us to start trying now. But as I said I want to get more organised first.

That is another reason why I wanted to go back to target, at least I can work right through my pregnancy back when I was pregnant with Ebony the work load was too huge and it wasnt pleasant what so ever till I gave up Massage for a while.

Everyone says to me it could be different since I can manage my own work load and ensure that I have adiquate breaks and all. But I want to be as prepared as I can be with this one.

see here i go again talking about this subject as if it is happening, it makes my partner laugh.

Not to mention the other night after I tucked Ebony into bed she asked me as I was walking out the door "when is my baby brother comming" I told her not for a while yet but as soon as we know that he is on his way I will tell her.

I can see it happening now I am going to have a real little mum on my hands with her, she is a fuss pot now over her 8 month old cousin she wants to put his dummy in his mouth and hold his bottle etc etc. I know I will have to take her to the ultra sounds so she can see.

I get so excited talking about this, cos it seems little by little the plan is falling into place and it will all happen for us.

I better stop talking about it now as I dont want to jinx us, or happen too soon lol.

Anyway take care and I will catch up with you soon

Jen