hey all ok this is exactly what the heading says a change of heart
ok to begin with i am not exactly sure what to make of his change of mind by that i mean 1) he has finally gone to doctors he went yesterday wont get results for 2 weeks but atleast his gone 2) he has been talking about moving from canberra to sydney 3) he is planning on changing his phone number
the going to doctors i understand as i was the one that told him that i am not going to make amends in anyway shape or form until he did but the moving and changing his phone number i dont understand all i wanted to do is move from the house we are in just because the skank only lives a 10 minute walk from my place like 3 blocks away thats a bit to close for my likings and we couldnt move state as that would mean that he would have to stop his company as he is not licenced in nsw and would either have to find another job or try to start the company fresh from scratch in nsw
but i am starting to wonder wether or not its his choice or if it has something to do with her like may be he feels that he could again be tempted by her or that she has been trying to contact him thats the only thing i can come up with for him wanting to change his phone number i havent asked hi to do that but wish i had thought of that
it just doesnt make sense to me all these things only came up over the weekend and that shocked me what am i meant to think when he gets there and changes his mind so suddenly is it her? does he think that he will be tempted by her again? has she been contacting him?
he says hes only doing it to make me happy that it has nothing to do with her as he hates her and never wants to see her again and so on but is it true/
all i want to do is move to another suburb thats futher away from her than we are now |