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2009
LISA722

nothing much

by LISA722Comment Published at 16:5016:501 comments1 comments18 Visits18 VisitsReport

there is nothing much to say at moment but i am glad we are making head way with our problems i have been making myself more verbal about what i am and have been feeling at times he doesn't like it but tough i dont care

i have bottled stuff up all my life and need to stop as it is what got us here to start with we were never able to be verbally open with each other and i know he tends to tune out now more than ever when i try to speck to him

but if he throws this back in my face than that will be it i wont have it happen again

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Sep
2009
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no subject

by LISA722Comment Published at 20:4420:440 comments0 comments16 Visits16 VisitsReport

my blog for today will be posted in my privet one as it is something i dont want everyone to see

thank you

31
Aug
2009
LISA722

change of heart?

by LISA722Comment Published at 17:4817:481 comments1 comments27 Visits27 VisitsReport

hey all ok this is exactly what the heading says a change of heart

ok to begin with i am not exactly sure what to make of his change of mind by that i mean 1) he has finally gone to doctors he went yesterday wont get results for 2 weeks but atleast his gone   2)  he has been talking about moving from canberra to sydney  3) he is planning on changing his phone number

the going to doctors i understand as i was the one that told him that i am not going to make amends in anyway shape or form until he did but the moving and changing his phone number i dont understand all i wanted to do is move from the house we are in just because the skank only lives a 10 minute walk from my place like 3 blocks away thats a bit to close for my likings and we couldnt move state as that would mean that he would have to stop his company as he is not licenced in nsw and would either have to find another job or try to start the company fresh from scratch in nsw

but i am starting to wonder wether or not its his choice or if it has something to do with her like may be he feels that he could again be tempted by her or that she has been trying to contact him thats the only thing i can come up with for him wanting to change his phone number i havent asked hi to do that but wish i had thought of that

it just doesnt make sense to me all these things only came up over the weekend and that shocked me what am i meant to think when he gets there and changes his mind so suddenly is it her? does he think that he will be tempted by her again? has she been contacting him?

he says hes only doing it to make me happy that it has nothing to do with her as he hates her and never wants to see her again and so on but is it true/

all i want to do is move to another suburb thats futher away from her than we are now

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