Well last week had a funeral to go to a good friend lost his 20y son../....As they say no one should have to burry there children.

It was a very sad funeral, he was shot and it was all over a girl how sad is this. The funeral was huge over 700 people,  so so so so sad.

Then same week had a girlfriend who had her divorce come threw so she went on a holiday to dubhai to celebrate with another friend then on arrival to dubhai she was found dead in the toilet

they said it was cause by blood clots in the leg, she also was a nurse so I had her funeral on friday.  Her 3 children spoke at the funeral and she would have been so proud of them. she was only 40. I still cant beleive all this has happened hard to take in ........................

Helo to all Im back on boared felling ok just taking one day at a time, very proud of luke for reporting in for me not that he realy new what he was doing but done a good job any way. Took my instructions wel.

I would like to say a big thank you to all my friends that have left me messages, it is sweet so thank you and thanks angela (Harrisions mom) for the present.

The support means a lot to me, so thank you again. 

i think i put the other one on wrong spot any way mum has asked me to do this for her she has had the operation and is doing well not sure when she will be out or get any rezults back but she will let you no when she is back oh and im her son luke

Well of to hospital tomorrow having a lump taken from my breast ,

that is what the bad news was.  I have been threw this before and come out of it good ,

but it is now back and I'm feeling very scared. 

I just keep thinking what if what about my children,  the big (c)  runs in my family, have lost my dad to lung cancer a couple of years ago my dads twin sister, my dads brother lost his breast but is still alive but his daughter had breast cancer and she died a couple of years ago to

at the age of 38.  My mum side is the same, so now you might understand why Im so scared. Bit unsure yet if I have to have chemo or not.

Well thanks for ready and listerning it realy helps, wont be around for a while but will get my

sister to report in for me.  Take care all and thanks for your friendship xoxoxoxoxoxox