Thanks to all that have commented on my blog it has been very hard having hannah in hospital and very tiring back home now and she is going a lot better and so am i now we are home so thanks again to you all its great to have friends that realy care .

lisam xxxxx

Hello to you all havent been on minti for some time now I have had hannah realy realy sick hope to chat to you all very soon hope you are all well.

cheers lisam

Well I was up at 5am makig hannahs birthday cake I made a number one as Im not much of a cook as in cakes I was realy worried how it would work out my mum did offer to do it for me but I realy wonted to make it myself.

Any way I popped it in cooked for 40m as required got it out iced it covered it with smarties went to mum in the afternoon with cake to do the family thing............I went to cut the cake and a knife wouldnt even cut it lol Im cracking up me is trying to make me feel good by saying some times this can happen my sister cracking up it was just so funny.  I ended up cutting the cake with the electric knife any way at least I made the effort and hannah wont remember her first birthday but every one else will they wont let me forget it.

After we had hard cake for afternoon tea we came home gotts hannah ready for bed and as I was running her bath luke was playing with her and she tripped and hit her mouth on the corner of the coffee table blood was ussing every were, she has now gone to bed with a very sore mouth and I gave her some panadol to help with the pain.  It has been a great day.

happy mothers day to all oh and dads.  Is any one else haveing problems using there minti I am and I dont no why.  I try to mail and cant I try toget on my friends and it takes for ever to load I have shut down my computer and restarted and didnt make any difference.

oh well im giving up on it now .

Toady I went to a horse show it was a lovely day.I got home and hannah was playing in the loungroom why I was preparing tea I sat down for a minie or two and next minute hannah was taking steps on her own she has been climbing around the furniture for 3 weeks now.

I got so excited I scared her so Im hoping she is walking before her birthday on the

9-5-08. How cute would that be??????????????????

She is now in bed so its my time and thought i would jump on minti for a minute, the last couple of days people have been putting question in the question&answer and I have noticed there is a lot of reporting as its not a parenting question , as there is a lot of none parenting questions Im

just wondering were else can these be put maybe addmin can put a new area just for any sort of question then no-one would have to report any -one for this.  Any way just a thought

nite nite xx

Just wonna say thanks to all as I rang  and spoke to her husband first and she got on the phone and said she would love me to visit.

Got there it was very hard didnt no what to say but I just went with the flow and she just burst into tears and I put my arms around her then I started crying.  We sat down and she just told me every thing and whats happens now as I said to her IM hear for you and your husband for any thing .  She couldnt thank me enough.

Thanks a gain to all that helped you no who u are cheers lisam xxx

Well Hannah has been better this week she is still waking but I just put her dummie in and she nods back to sleep.  She doesnt seem to wont her bot any more so hope it stays this way and she will adventurely  sleep threw.

We got bad news my mums sister died today the one I have mentioned in other blogs it a blessing...............................

Nite nite all

Well I went of on the date and it was fun but I wont be doing it again all he done was talk about himself  a real I am and Ive got, but the food was good I didnt get to the pic as I had my gf on call I told her I would tex her for her to ring me and say it was work if I wasnt having fun and she did just that but u never no some thing else might come up.

I havent been able to get on my computer I think some one has sent me a virus and I excepted it my page keeps going white so, my new computer I have proberly stuffed. Im gonna get some one to come and have a look in the moring as I dont no enough about computers.  I have had a lovely weekend to hannah to the park today as it was a beautiful sunny day then come home cooked t Im about to go to bed so night night all .

Well last night still no changes with hannah she seems to enjoy the bottle of water but il keep doing the for a rew more days,  Im starting to wonder if im might be giving her to much water.

She is just being naught its like just as i get into bed she know's mummy is going so il just wake up lol but i still love her and adore her &(luke).  They are my life , As for luke I have sat and had a talk with him about the smoking issue and I look at it this way if I ask him not to smoke he will still do it behind my back.  So I have told him he can smoke at home (out) side and if I catch him smoking when with friends like in town or up the bike track , school uniform as he is at private collage (grandparents pay for schooling).  There will be some sort of punishment,   you wont to be treated as an adult you need to also act like one. 

So lets see how it goes he is normaly pretty good but we all no what teenages can be like.  now about me,  I have met a lovely man we have been friends for a little while only talk now and then but since my partner died (8years ago) 

I took a step right back until I met hannah"s dad but that was very short wont say a mistake as I have my gorgouse little girl.  Well he rang me tonight and wonts to take me out I said I would think    about it and let him no saturday.

But deep down my heart is pounding and I would realy love to but Im to scared  to but as my gf said its only a night out have a meal and maybe go to the pics.  Oh well maybe some of you could tell me what you think I should do.

Would it be wrong or right of me its a hude decision or am I over reacting ????????????

Nite to all xx

Well hannah still woke last night but i only gave her water instead of milk she had three of these im going to persist with this and hopefully before long she will sleep threw.  Been very busy today went out paid bills and done my grocery shop as I had little time because I had to head of to work at 3pm.

Got to work and felt like a real fool i was at work on the wrong day any way didnt feel like working.  So came home and put some t on for all of us having roast pork.

My mum went to the lawyer today about my aunty the one that is being taken for a ride and got some realy good news she can be out up for fraud its all going to be investergated and she is going to get what she deserves.

As for my aunty we are  still waiting to her a placement in a nursing home if she makes it.

II have been thinking all day about my son as to what he told me last night the he smokes and im realy unsure how to handle it yet in one way i would prefer him to smoke in front of me at home than behind my back but i realy dont no how i would cope with that my mum said its best in front of you than behind your back so im still trying to think what im going to do.   

Well by for now cheers lisam