the kids are gorgeous and they didnt fight... thats amazing Arianna is still in 0000 and is still oh so tiny but gorgeous and growing well.. She can also give a death stare thats quite scary.
All in all everyone is going well and we had a great morning!!

hey everyone just letting you know that cristlyn is coming to my house today!! woo hoo they should be here soon!!
ill post photos later..
Oh and by the way i also am going to see christina in concert on wednesday night for mine and craigs anniversary... sooo excited!!

ok guys i will be getting back into the swing of things now so look out ill be commenting all your lounges and catching up on all the advice and questions you guys have posted!!

Thanks again to all my wonderful friends that have offered all their support.. you are all angels!!

Love Me!!!

A huge big thankyou to everyone that showed me support this week its been very hard and has left me emotionally drained beyond belief .

Baby Madison joy was cremated yesterday her mum and dady have a tear drop urn each around their neck right next to her brothers ashes and the bigger urn was buried at a small service next to her brothers.

Thankyou again to everyone, i will catch up with everyone in the next few days.

You are all awesome, and i love you all xoxox

 

Im really sorry if i am not around much over the next week or so.
One of my dearest friends just delivered her 3rd stillborn in 2 years and in just 3 weeks it has been 1 year since her son passed away.
I am very  very sad and i am trying to cope with a broken heart.. All the feelings of losing my own baby have come back but at the moment i need to devote all my energy to my friend.

please keep them in your thoughts

these are the pics of joshies legs for anyone that wants to look before they suggest a treatment!! thanks heaps

ok so we are back we had a long morning i tell ya the good news is that josh is now in half casts and he will be out in 2 weeks the bad news is that he has bad pressure sores and the IDIOT nurse told me just to soak his feet and pull off the steri strips so i did and he had stitches attached to them and i nearly ripped one out... needless to say she got in trouble!  The physio enlisted my partner to put the plaster back on and then kept yelling at him because he wasnt doing it right!! hello how is he supposed to know and just to top the morning off my mum dropped sophia off the side of the hospital bed. They had to get the doctor to look at her and we had to fill out a incident report.. this took place while they were prying the plaster off joshs legs.. GRRRRR anyway i hope everyones else had a better morning then me!!

So we are heading back to the childrens hospital again tomorrow because joshua's plasters are stuffed again and are causing him alot of pain! ( my poor little man puts up with so much) 
The upside of this is because he is walking on his plaster ( ah huh i know clever ) they might just take  the plaster off and leave it off and just make him some plastic splints to wear at night time instead!!
But i really wont know until i see the surgeon, but i will let everyone know when i get home how we went.
you can see on his knees where it is white thats where he has worn through the fibreglass and is down to the padding under the plaster!! lol anyway isnt he clever walking on them... lol