Hey everyone, long time no talk. Just thought I'd drop a line and let you know I'm doing ok:)

Things are looking much better than a few weeks ago. And thanks to the people who took the time to help me. You where great:) Doing tafe today, it's pretty intense. Didn't realise how hard Cert IV was going to be.lol. Not to worry, I'll hopefully do alright.

My fiance has been really great, he's been very helpful and supportive. It finally feeling like I'm not track..hopefully its saying this way:s

So I got my period, I was relieved when they arrived.lol, weekend was ok, had a few upsets with the partner, but that's the joy of a relationship:) It's nearly my fiances brother's birthday soon...He died 3 months ago from a car accident, he was only 17. The doctor put the stress and tramar of the accident to my miscarrige. I some what agree. We're having a family dinner with his favourite food. He would have loved that. Things have been really hard for my fiance, I couldn't imagine life without him, I can't imagine how he must feel. I never want to loose a family relation ever. It would be so hard, but I make sure I'm there for him all the time, he doesn't have to do this on his own:)

Working tonight at my new job, I like it there it's fun. Only 3 hrs though, but every little bit counts:) At least I wont always be relying on him for money. xox

Yesturday was a great day:) I applied for my tafe course, certificate IV in Business Administration, covers alot of topics like payroll and spreadsheets, subject that will help me with my nex job. Did my first shift at bi-lo:) a 9 hr shift, I was so stuffed after it.lol

Bit concerned though, my period is late...but 1 week and my partner and I have only made love once in the 2.5 months, I really am not ready to be pregnant again. I'm going to do a test, but have been delaying it because I'm too scared of the result:s Sook I know. I doubt I will be, we used protection and I'm back on the pill. Could it just be hormones? I got them last month?? Hmm will have too see xox

To all the lovely people on Minti, thank you very much for your kindness and support. Everyone has been as amasing and I know we haven't met and we know nothing about each other but your kind and compassionate words have helped me so much. It was reassuring to find I was not alone in having a experience like this and I'm sorry for all those that have suffered this themselves. Life is just so precious and I'm not living everyday as if it's my last. I'm still very upset but I can see some light, I'm sure I'll have good days and bad days, but thank you very much. You are all very special:) Many thanks Littlemiss