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I can't stop the tears. I want it all to stop now. This nausea and vomiting is really getting me down. I'm tired all the time and I am only just functioning. Time to admit that I'm just not coping. I should be, not like I haven't been pregnant before. I don't understand why this is happening. When pregnant with G I was fine. A little bit of morning sickness but then I was almost serene. This time, I find that I don't even have pride in my apperance. I no longer care. I feel like hell most of the time so might as well look like it. My house is a mess, my life is a mess. We are having a baby which let's face it we just can't afford. I have centrelink on my back all the time. Why haven't you done enough hours??? blah blah. We are just surviving now and I am really, really worried that we are just not going to be able to keep going. My stomach is killing me. Not where this baby sits but in my upper intestines. It has done for a while now. It keeps cramping then stops, cramping then stops. Today I just broke down. I suppose I had to. We all need to loose it once and while don't we?? I just want life to return to some sort of normality. I feel like such a cow... I mean all I'm doing is complaining about being ill when there are women out there that have recently lost a baby or can't conceive. I'm sure they would give anything to be in my position. I feel like such a pain in the ass. I can't even really look after G that well. I'm just getting through and it's not fair on her. She's my world but this morning sickness is starting to control everything I do or don't do. I want to be able to go out somewhere without having to look for the nearest toilet or just to be able to walk out of the house without the constant nasuea. I'll stop now... I've gone on enough. Sorry for still going on about this.
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Oh sweetie, I so want to come and look after you!!!! I know how bad it can get and I know how frustrating it can be to not be able to function normally.
Don't worry about the house, you should see ours! Don't worry about Miss G, she understands. You are a great mum, otherwise you wouldn't be saying how bad you feel. You know it, we know, Miss G knows it. Who else matters? Oh, jd knows it too, so you are totally covered.
You so need to move to Gympie hun, then I could be of more use to you. No good us moving your way, our car wouldn't make it! lol. Bummer I didn't know the house next door was up for rent, or I would have suggested it to you.
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