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I can't stop the tears. I want it all to stop now. This nausea and vomiting is really getting me down. I'm tired all the time and I am only just functioning. Time to admit that I'm just not coping. I should be, not like I haven't been pregnant before. I don't understand why this is happening. When pregnant with G I was fine. A little bit of morning sickness but then I was almost serene. This time, I find that I don't even have pride in my apperance. I no longer care. I feel like hell most of the time so might as well look like it. My house is a mess, my life is a mess. We are having a baby which let's face it we just can't afford. I have centrelink on my back all the time. Why haven't you done enough hours??? blah blah. We are just surviving now and I am really, really worried that we are just not going to be able to keep going. My stomach is killing me. Not where this baby sits but in my upper intestines. It has done for a while now. It keeps cramping then stops, cramping then stops. Today I just broke down. I suppose I had to. We all need to loose it once and while don't we?? I just want life to return to some sort of normality. I feel like such a cow... I mean all I'm doing is complaining about being ill when there are women out there that have recently lost a baby or can't conceive. I'm sure they would give anything to be in my position. I feel like such a pain in the ass. I can't even really look after G that well. I'm just getting through and it's not fair on her. She's my world but this morning sickness is starting to control everything I do or don't do. I want to be able to go out somewhere without having to look for the nearest toilet or just to be able to walk out of the house without the constant nasuea. I'll stop now... I've gone on enough. Sorry for still going on about this.

fi xoxo

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mumof2b
June 27th | mumof2b
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Morning sickness is shit !!!!!!  You know I'll sit and listen to you as much as you need.........you need to whinge and complain........because as weird as it sounds it does help to get it all out.

Now listen to me........dont EVER be sorry to share how you're feeling!!!!!!!   OK!!!!!!!

Love ya....xxxxx



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Arna
June 26th | Arna
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Oh sweetie, I so want to come and look after you!!!!  I know how bad it can get and I know how frustrating it can be to not be able to function normally.

Don't worry about the house, you should see ours!  Don't worry about Miss G, she understands.  You are a great mum, otherwise you wouldn't be saying how bad you feel.  You know it, we know, Miss G knows it.  Who else matters?  Oh, jd knows it too, so you are totally covered.

You so need to move to Gympie hun, then I could be of more use to you.  No good us moving your way, our car wouldn't make it! lol.  Bummer I didn't know the house next door was up for rent, or I would have suggested it to you.



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janicepovey
June 26th | janicepovey
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 Dear Fi, i'm so sorry that  your feeling so low and miserable....being nauseous effects every aspects of our daily lives...it is understandable you feeling that way.....so wish i lived closer just to be there for you and to give you a giant big hug to let you know that you are a very special Mum & friend to so many.

Has your doctor given you anything or suggested anything to help with the nausea.  I sincerely hope this morning sickness eases up real soon, for you sweet....just  keep remembering that  JD loves you to pieces.... you have a darling daughter that just adores her  Mum....and a new  life, that in a few months, when  delivered, will say yeah Mum, i live because of you.

Hang in there dear friend....sending loads of hugs Janice xxxxx



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Rukia
June 26th | Rukia
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oh babe. i fully understand the morning sickness bit. i was so bad i was almost addmitted to hospital.

i wish i was over your way so i could be there for ya.

dont stress about all the stuff about other people (sorry thats harsh, but you need to concerntrate on you)



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cazza
June 26th | cazza
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Hi Fi

You are a great Mum to Miss G and dont you let anyone tell you any Diffrent.. Yes you are feeling Yuck and its not nice,, but i wont have u say your NOT a good mum...

Hope this Yucky Morning sickness eases soon... and that old man hehe, is home with you and Missy G,..

xx cazza

 



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cathbusymum
June 25th | cathbusymum
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awww i'm sorry you're feeling so sick. Miss G will understand. The housework really doesn't matter. Who says we have to have it all together?

I'm sitting here typing with hair that hasn't been brushed, in old trackies, the house is a bomb, and you know what?? It does matter!!!  hahaha

Me thinks someone is too hard on themselves sweetheart.

Things will work out, you'll see. I've got faith in ya!

HUGS & KISSES,

Cath xxxx



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      cathbusymum
June 26th | cathbusymum
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omg oops. meant to read doesn't matter! Time for me to get more sleep.



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natelz1
June 25th | natelz1
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im sorry you feel so crappy hun, i really hope it passes soon. what does the doc say?? massive hugs xx



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