absolutely knackered..... I managed to survive the day at work!!!! OMG it was a tough one.... thank god I was working with one of my friends for most of the day. Made it a little bit easier to be there to begin with. I packed my crackers (thank god for jatz and salada crackers!!!), took my pills with me just in case and off I went!!!! I wasn't feeling the best but forced myself to get there. The morning was fairly quite which can actually make it tougher... time just drags on and standing around can actually take it out of you more lol. Things finally picked up a bit and time just seemed to disappear. It was the usual stock standard rude people (always during school holidays!), complaints of petty things etc etc. It was around 3:00 that I started to struggle. It was a real push to keep on going. I did get to finish early (by 15 minutes) which was a relief!!! On the drive home I realised how sore my legs actually were and my back.. ohoh.... home to a nice hot shower for me!!! Today I feel really pregnant.... kinda slow and I feel so huge. The thing is I'm not huge yet... probably just getting ready for the huge feeling lol. I noticed my tummy more today as I have to bend over alot at work. Just seemed to keep getting in the way lol!!!

Haven't heard from jd for a couple of days now.... we kinda had a little fight and I sent him a message saying we need some time apart. Thank god he actaully listened to me and has left me to it. I needed some time and space to get my head into shape again. He made a few comments the last time we spoke which didnt sit to well with me. I needed some peace and quiet... no pressure, nothing! Now I'm nearly back to normal and coping a little better I can't get through to him. His phone's out of range. We've got a few things to sort out. So, I hope he's alright out there and in the next few days we can speak to each other.

Right, time for me to go and sit on the couch for a bit lol!!!

much love to all,

fi oxoxxoxo