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Member » lonely28 » Blog » He's NOT coming home
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Well the one thing I was looking forward to ain't going to be happening anytime soon. Got the phone call from jd.. they're going to be out there for at least another 4 weeks. So instead of him being here in under 2 weeks I have another month to go. I am angry, really really upset and so disappointed. I hate being apart from him but right now it's compounded by the fact that I am pregnant. I've done the whole pregnancy thing on my own before and this time I was really looking forward to having him here. I have another scan in 2 weeks and I really wanted him to be here. I know there will be other scans he can come to, I get that. I just had my heart set on him being home in under 2 weeks. Guess I'm just being selfish... I was getting so excited about him coming home. Life's just been put on hold again... I'm over it. I want to move from here so desperately. Believe me, if I wasn't pregant then that's what we would be doing. I can't move to a town where I don't know anyone with G either. I have to be realistic.... with the way my morning sickness has been I need to have people I trust close by just in case I need some help. I know when he finally get's back that we will be moving etc...... at this moment in time though I am heartbroken. The one person I want here more than anything just can't be here.........
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