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I decided to do the ring around earlier this evening to see if there was anyone that could take miss g for a bit. I would of asked my parents (who would of done it) but Dad has the flu at the moment and I really don't want miss g to catch it!! Anyway I rang people that I thought I was really close friends with... not one person out of the 12 I rang were willing to help. I got the usual brush off or the pause while they think of an excuse. There was only one of them that I truly believe, her little boy hasn't been too well but she would see how he's feeling tomorrow and if he's alright then she said will come and get miss g for an hour or so. The rest well...... I'm not even going to go into it. Most of them have seen me and they all know how crook I've been. I have reached a point now where I really don't know how I am going to keep this up. I am barely getting through the days and please don't get me wrong, miss g has been an absolute star!! I couldn't ask for much more really from an 8 year old that doesn't really understand why I can't function. I was hoping that one of them would take her so she could go and have some fun.... I even said that to a couple of people I rang but still no go. I will go and see the doc tomorrow in the hopes that there is something he can give me to calm this nausea down. I know I've lost quite a lot of weight as well over the last 2-3 weeks. I have big black rings around my eyes..... I look like a wannabe gothic!!! I am admitting that I am not strong enough to do this........ what gets me though is some of the people that I rang offered a while ago to take miss g for a couple of hours. Why offer to do something when you know full well that you don't mean it? I had one person say to me that they have a free couple of hours in about 3 weeks. Hmmm that's interesting cos she's a stay at home mum, her sons goes to school 5 days a week, they get picked up by another friend of ours, she doesn't go out anywhere, she's not involved in any volunteer groups..... Now I just sound so bitter and twisted. Sorry. I'm just a bit upset at the moment.... yep, probably over reacting.... anyone who knows me knows that it's quite difficult for me to ask for help..... anyway I've prattled on enough... sorry everyone.
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Re: Disappointed and a little upset.
Oh Fi, I wish I could help you. Damn this being so close and yet too far away, move to Gympie!!!!! I'd take Miss G in a heartbeat for you, and take her on some retail therapy, just me and her!
Your situation is starting to get pretty serious hun, and I fear there might need to be a trip to the hospital to get your fluids back up. IV maxalon works so much better too, 'cos it stays down!!!!
I can't even drag my family to you for a day trip, which they would love, because our car barely gets around town here. Gee hun, another 3 months and we'd have our more decent car, and then I could demand Les to bring me to you for a while.
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