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Well it's been a busy few days around here.... the migraine that flattened me has nearly gone. Still got some really lovely stabbing pains in my head but at least it's not constant anymore YAY there is a god. Did work out that the migraine was being caused by my back.... must of have some nerve thing going on. All I know is that if I rubbed my neck, the parts of my back I could reach and my shoulders then the pain would ease right off. Oh how nice would a massage be right now..... hey a girl can dream can't she???? The funniest thing that has happened to my physically is....... I have a permantely (sp?) erect nipple ROFL!!! No matter what I do it just won't go down. Oh and it's really, really itchy haha!!! I have come up with some really sneaky and creative way's to scratch when I'm at work.... girls gotta keep some level of dignity lol!!!
Work... man it was a struggle on Monday with the whole migraine thing but I did it. Found that putting ice cold things on my forehead eased the pain... luckily we have a lot of frozen things at work!! Oh, and I quite happily went into the walk in freezer. Nothing like -24 degrees to cure a migraine haha!! I struggled but managed to get through the two days. What did get me though..... the amount of people that love to say "oh, you don't even look pregnant" or " are you sure your that far along?". OMG!!! Oh, and the good old tummy rub! Maybe I'm just over sensitive at the moment but it just feels like such a violation of my personal space. I am sick of saying to people that I didn't even show with G until about 6 months. They all look at me like I'm mad!!! Alright, to me I'm showing. I see my stomach every morning in the shower and I swear it's grown over night! The one person that will be able to see the difference will be jd. The last time he saw me I was only about 9 weeks pregnant. Just have to wait and see what he says!!
Had miss g's parent/teacher interview today and it's safe to say she is her mother's daughter!!! She is doing really great at school and her teacher says that she is an absolute treasure in the classroom. She is reading at 9/10 year old level, spelling at a grade 5 level, her writing is really great and her maths.... well this where she's exactly like me!!! She is struggling and at school I hated Maths. Much rather have my head stuck in a great novel then doing Maths and it appears my little one is the same. Her teacher is not to concerned as she is trying, she is just lacking in confidence. All in all, I am one really proud Mum.... she is my little angel and she is trying her little heart out. Can't ask for more than that!!!!
Jd.... well where to start really. We've started to sort things out but it's really hard when he's so far away. We will once he gets home and he knows now what I've been dealing with. He is really, really struggling at the moment and to be honest, I am more than worried about him. I'm doing my best to keep him going but again, it is really difficult when he's so far away. I had him in tears on the phone today and my heart was breaking. I felt helpless, angry, and really frustrated!! I am someone that loves to help people and this is one situation where I feel so helpless. I received a txt from him about 6:00 this morning. He had been awake for 24 hours after only 4 hours sleep!! I was suddenly furious. He was the only one awake for 24 hours while the other 2 slept. OMG, he is a human being!! The anger stayed with me for most of the morning. I ended up ringing Mum. She had to do some fast talking to stop me from getting on a plane, going up there, finding him and bringing him home. Believe me, I nearly did!!! It's almost inhumane what this guy is going through. At the moment he's talking about getting aboard the Mother ship and coming home. I think it's a fantastic idea. He is in a really dark place right now and if he's home he can at least get some help. This is one of the hardest aspects of this whole thing. It kills me to hear him like this. He's worried about himself. He said to me that he just can't pull himself out of this funk. The only way he can do it is through anger and aggression. Not a good sign at all. All I can do for the moment is send him loads of txt's and speak to him whenever I can. I've got my fingers crossed that he does get on the Mother ship. It will take a week for him to get to Cairns but at least he'll be away from the other two and on his way home. There's not much else I can do and it sucks. He does sometime struggle when he's out there but nothing like this. I would love to be able to reach out and hug him right now. Jd knows that he can get hold of me anytime and now it's more important than ever. Just hope some luck comes our way and he's able to come home in the next week or two. No matter what's going on between us, it doesn't mean that I stop caring and not wanting to help. I just hope and pray that he can hang on....... that's about all I can do.
Sending lots of love to all,
fi xoxo |
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Re: Worm, G and jd
Make room in the freezer for me! lol. I love the cold, as long as it isn't because of the weather, and when pregnant, that's where I hide when in the supermarket!
Miss G sounds like she has her priorities right. Who needs maths any way! lol.
Hhhhmmm,jd is going to need a lot of help when he gets back hun. Les has the info for the Centrelink psychology services for the Sunshine Coast and Cooloola regions, so if you like, I'll get him to send you some info. He had to use them for a while himself and it did help. Relationships Australia are also brilliant, so see if they have an office in your area and try to go and see them before jd gets back. Hun, if he really wants to come back now and money is an issue, let me know. I think Les and I could work out a way of getting him back to you quicker, even if it is just the tilt train (oh so nice by they way!) let me know. If you need anything just let me know. while we don't have the best car, there are buses that go your way a couple of times a day and i'm sure I could get on one to come and make sure you are TAKING YOUR OWN ADVICE.
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Re: Worm, G and jd
Hello lovely lady,
Migraine's are horrible and the women that suffer with them often.... I more than feel for them! Here's hoping that's the last one I have!
You are going to be one great Aunty!!! One day I'll get down that way.... I have two ladies that I have to meet...... and you of course (maybe steve too haha)
Yay another person that didn't like Maths at school..... I don't feel so alone now hehe!!!
There is definitely one heart to heart on the agenda when he gets home. He knows it's going to happen and that it needs too. We just have to get him through the rest of this trip or home sooner. I know I prefer the latter!!!
Take care my friend,
fi xoxo
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