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Member » lonely28 » Blog » Maybe I'm just asking to much
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Hi everyone. Hope you're all safe and well.
Well, I'm heading into the final stretch of the pregnancy... 3 months this Friday to go. Man, time flies sometimes! I have my first hospital appointment tomorrow. Taken long enough to get here that's for sure. There are a few things that have me a little worried so it'll be nice to be able to talk to the OB. I am a little disappointed though. This may not make much sense... sorry. When I was pregnant with G I did it ALL on my own. No one at any of the appointments and really no one there when I gave birth. No one there to get up in the night when she was crying... I think you get the picture. Anyway, this time around I had a secret hope that someone would be able to come with me to the appointments etc. Well, that secret hope will remain just that. Instead, I have to take G with me yet again to yet another doc's appointment. Don't get me wrong, usually I don't mind her being there at all but at the moment she is in a real shit head phase and won't listen to me at all. I have to get her out of school early, drive for 1/2 to get to there and then 1/2 and hour back. I know it doesn't sound like much but at the moment walking to the letter box and back is enough to make me wanna sleep lol! I guess I just wanted to be able to share the little milestones along the way with someone. Jd has to work, Mum's at work and the friends I do have here are working and not able to take G. I'm being completely selfish here, I know. Guess I'm just feeling really forgotten about at the moment. There are a lot of other factors contributing to me feeling like this at the moment.... too long and complicated to go into. I just miss me.... independant me.
love to all,
fi xoxo |
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