Well i have had a few things going on over the last  few months and its  really got to me after last night . So if i go on i am sorry and for  give me .

Well i sign in last night and got the  news that a lady that i made friends with  in hospital had past away , it just put the icing on the cake for me .She had the same opp as me but she got worst after and end up with cancer .As you know mum in hospital and came home the other day  which not to happy about ( But thats another story ) . On top thatt my sis that pergrant is going into early labour  which been brought by stress   and looking after mum as well .A few weeks ago  was told  that the least would sign again as the owners are thinking of selling .

Well i heard from the another day i  can stay until they  house sell  , well that still doesn't help in a way but gives a bit of time to look around .Then today i rang my sis and they were up looking after my mum last night and they were poeple up on the portery stealing.They must of been casing the place as they went up there just after  my mum hubby left  to go out  and must thought that no one was there , Well my bil  took off after them  while my sis rang the cops

, mick got one  of them  and then the cops turn up and caught the other My sis was abit upset about and mum  was got that upset and scraced that ended calling the doc to come out and gave her something to settle her down .I know life not meant to easy  and i been though pretty bad times before but this time i just  can't seem to get handle on things .

So between  A cusion pasting on , sis going into early labour a friend pasting and mum beeing sick , and youngest with heart problem and looking for a new place to move  and now me with  me not the best at the moment  and  with what went on last night at mum place what elses could go wrong .

well thats enough  from me at the moment , i hope you have a good week

julie

Well i got loan of  computer off a friend  so now i can alot more hurray and the boys are happy as well  they got there computer back. Two weeks ago my son won the goldengloves in boxing , i was so proud of him . He was over the moon with himself  for winning , Well aparted from that  i have been busy just the family and sorting other things out .

I My mum is now going home just day leave from the hospital now . She is walking a bit each day and better at it, but still will need the walking frame to help her .As far as the reach goes with speach and that  its the best she will get ,but least she here with us still.

At the moment she lives in two worlds and its hard to deal withat frisr but now instead of trying say your here mum not there anymore we just decide to go with the f low with living in the past and on days where she with us here in feature.

Well catch up with all soon and havegreat today with father days

julie