HI all.

So i'm  not sure what to  think or do.The other night  this much  older guy come up to me and  started talking  to me.He said he didn't  LIKE me but he'd been watching me for a few months and  finally gotten the nerve to say hi.

That was fine  even though it freaked me out a little,it sounds a bit stalkerish.We were talking  and that was ok,then he started to touch my hair and leg and on two occassions kissed me..

I told him i liked someone else and asked him to stop touching my hair because i HATE it!he didn't stop he thought it  was funny.

My friend said  does he like you coz he kissed you?I said he said he doesn't but his actions  say otherwise so i dunno.

I didn't feel harrassed or anything,i was a little tipsy to be honest but not enough not to  know what was going on.

At one  point  the guy i do like come halfway over to the table,winked and walked away again.I think he just got close enough to check i was ok without interfereing which was nice.

I guess i'm just unsure how to get him to stop being touchy feely without being mean.I don't  mind  talking to him.

I seriously need to vent,i'm so mad!Complete change to last week.

I went out with my so called bestie last night but now i'm wondering if i should just tell her to stick it.

She's never been one to sit for to long but she's been worse since she started going out with this weird guy.She left me sitting there by myself all night while she went and played thee pokies.

When  she eventually made a reappearance she told the guy i like that he  should dump his gf for me....i was horrified!To make light  of the situation a  bit i said no she likes you she wants you bad!To which he  said, ok okj,looked from one of us to the other and left.Poor guy!

I'm not really peeved at what she said because i think he's to shy to believe it,i'm peeved because she just left to go back to the pokies after,leaving me embarrassed and unable to look at him if he come anywhere near me.How the hell did she think she was helping!I'm sick to death of her leaving me sitting alone to.

My other friend said i'm stupid for putting up with it and i'm starting to agree.I didn't just wanna give up because we've been friends forever but i don't think i can take anymore.She has no respect.I was in the bathroom crying at one point!

Then when she saw me coming down she goes '' you'll be mad at me i'll talk to you later''....Well duh!

ok so this blog is totally random and will probably be deleted tomorrow so feel free to ignore!

I saw the guy i like last night and it's amazing how hyper it's made me lol.We didn't say much but he wouldn't let me touch his bald head which i'm obsessed with so i told him he was mean.He asked me why i was smiling and i said nothing absolutely nothing lol.Wasn't about to say why.

Saw a few other friend over the weekend including my bestie and even though i'm really happy i'm quite hyper so think it's time i come back down to earth hence the random blog at midnight lol.It's amazing how other people effect our moods.

Hope everyone is well!

xx

The dr called me fat!!!!!ok so technically he said i'd put on a lot of weight but same difference ...So not happy,i'm no model and i never willl be but there are health reasons and he knows that.

He said he wouldn't be doing his job if he didn't tell me but i can't do much about it so all he achieved is upsetting me...I told him he ain't no oil painting  himself.