O.K.!!!!! I'm still excited but I didn't get "offical" permission to release information. I am going to be a Grandma! Ohhh that feels so good to say to you all. Grandma Marg...and might I say it's about high time!!! But one can not ask...even politely to be a Grandma...there is no way or believe me I would have found it! LOL!!!! My eldest son and his wife desided to be old fashion and not say anything until they were sure because there were problems. But I think to speak of it as a reality is the best. Reguardless! Where is your support if no one knows? My son was here when the first problem hit and he tore out of here tense, white as a ghost and I thought the worst was happening to someone. To those other parts of me that offered total support I can't say thank you enough. So,the excitement is huge...I will not spoil this child (MUCH!),I will never go against the parents wishes( as long as I don't get caught!) ,I will never laugh at bad behaviour( out loud!). I will in all honesty, seriously love this little person with my whole being,dream for the wonderful future this Baby will have,teach this child the wonders of this world (of course I'll start with nature and science) and be there to watch. I want to be able to watch the eyes find wonders on their own,I want to watch this child develop love and empathy and become an intelligent thinking idividual. I would like to be there to see the first,words ,steps, school, dates and somehow avoid the crushing rejections and hurts and heartbreaks... but I can't do that. To deny life and it's negatives would be to produce half a being. Sad but those have value too. So that is my beyond wonderful news and I'm so,so,so pleased to be able to tell you all and so ,so, pleased to be a goofy,gone over the top with excitment Grandma!!! A lot of you are already Grandma's and any pointers will be gladfully received because this is my first Grandchild...I think it's a boy but the old fashion couple are not going to find out! Have a great day everyone!