I awoke today with limited motion,something has gone in my old back again.,and a head that might explode from the spinal pressure.  With all it's been through I'm lucky to be moving at all. I also awoke with an overpowering feeling of thankfulness. I am so thankful for my kids and Hubby and I'll even throw in the blasted dog today. It's a cold beautiful day and I can't help but notice the violet sky this morning,so prettty! I am thankful for getting to know and feeling I know so many here. I have felt love and have felt so welcomed. I have felt sad and shed tears. Many,many tears over situations and happenings. I wish I could reach out and hug and help and be there for people. Life is tough,I have known that first hand on so many occations . The struggle goes on and has it's moments of sweetness,finishing a job well done,a unexpected hug,a kiss you've waited for! So many sweet moments. I'm waiting to hold a grandchild I can't wait to feel that. Heeee,heee,I'm waiting to hug Janice. I truely hope she won't be disappointed that I'm just me. Do you ever hold tight to and look for the sweet moments? Does your mind hold the first time your baby was in your arms? That first look from your husband to be when you first met??? When you knew something was different,something was going on!  Do you go back to see your Baby off to kindergarden,the dress picked out for the first dance for your daughter? So many things that go by and they are so special. One of my sweet moments was when little arms went around my neck and I heard I love you. I love it when my heart melts. When you can throw love out there and just be!! Be in love with the day,be in love with those around you,want to reach out and share the love that is in your heart. We all have suffered wrongs and maybe done wrong that needs to be corrected. But there is always an other day,always that chance to appoarch the day with thankfulness and gratitude and love. People on here have so many that care and want to share the load,good to know! So many that are sweet and clever and ready to be there. I am forever amazed. If you want me to stop my endless yapping you could go visit yummymummyof3! Clever lady has build it and they should come!!! LOL! Fi has devised some fun! Go take a peak! Love and hugs to all!