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Mar

Sorry

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I am so sorry that I haven't been about as much as I would like to wish everyone a wonderful time at Easter.  I just read Kathryn's beautiful note and I just have to let the million things in my heart out.   I haven't seen my Grandson and my heart is full to the point it wants to break.  I want to get this little guy in my arms.  It so important to my world that he feels me,feels the love,feels safe and loved. We got note early that the day after he got home,the day we were to see him that he had gone back to the hospital.  So that's were he is now.  Poor little guy.  I was reeling with the news then I find that a dear friend had problems.  A phone call made me feel better to find out how the friend was doing and to hear the voice.  So this Easter,the time that I love to go nuts and bake and cook is rather flat.  My turkey is still in the frig and I haven't baked a thing.  We were headed in with tons of food,we had made a roast and salads and planned a huge feast,every one was to met and share time with the baby and get to know him.  The party was for my one son too as it is his birthday and we were going to have a joyous occasion.,with presents and cake and love.   I was so sad unpacking everything as we got a text message to not come in.  Our son who has the newborn told us not to come.  Why??  Should we not be there?  This is stupid,so stupid and wrong.  My heart wants to be there,my Hubby and I are dying here.  We have close,very close ties  with our kids and we can't understand.  We need to see him and be there.  The evening was good as the kiddies that had come in are here but I am so worried about my daughter.  I was on the phone with her for quite a while.  The guy that threatened her has been trying to contact her and is bothering her.  She needs to move and that is causing her finacial worries and time she doesn't have because she's behind at school because of the trama and being away when this all happened but she needed to be home.  So I am not a haapy little bunny and I tend to retreat and pull away,I figure if I have nothing positive to add I shouldn't be here on Minti, so  apologies for a down,upset and depressing blog. It's Easter after all and we should be glad and happy and I should stop this and look for that darn robin who my neighbour told me she saw!  She also wondered why I was digging snow in my side yard!!!! Darn robin!!!

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llmunchkin
March 2008 | llmunchkin
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Oh dear Marg, I have been thinking of you and your little family caught up in this worrisome time... Have faith and believe that it is just a stumble-start, for what else can you do?  If you feel that you need to be there, then be there... You know, we often tell other people not to bother, and not to worry, as we don't want to be a burden, when deep down inside, we hope they will ignore us xox




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janicepovey
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | janicepovey
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Dear & treasured friend, i have sent you a email, with my thoughts.

So many times you are there for so many, it is nice to see your write this blog so all of us can be there for you, with support, love, encouragement, prayers & so many healing vibes.

I hate hearing all your pain, anger, hurt,  worry,disappointment & longing, in your words.... all this must be weighing heavy on your heart, so wish i was there  with you to give you a big hug and a shoulder to lean on.....like you have done me so many times.

I'm sending prayers and light from a guardian angel to watch over your beautiful grandson & postiive vibes that you will recieve some good news from  your son & DIL real soon.

I also send heaps of lady luck for your dear daughter, so she can get away from this so.& so....that she re-start her life with peace.

Your dearest friend Janice



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mumof2b
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | mumof2b
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This is what we are here for, regardless of if it's Easter or not..........we are all here for you Marg.

In no time the sun will be shining, the snow will be claering and your baby Grandson will be in your arms looking up into your loving eyes and knowing he is loved by one very special Grandma.

My prayers are with your family.

Amanda xxxx



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KathrynR1402
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | KathrynR1402
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oh Marg, what a difficult Easter! It will soon be a distant memory! And DONT pull away - you have supported all of us through our ups & downs, now let us all bless you a little when you need it. This is a good place to pour out those mixed up feelings - family have too many of their own emotions to deal with at times like this. And when your grandson is grown up you will have a record to show him "this is how you worried your old Gran"! Not long now before you hold him, Grandma Marg! You wait, he'll probably fill his nappy in honour of the occasion! Then you'll know he loves you!



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cazza
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | cazza
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DONT apoligise you are a great Mum and friend to all, and of course you are worried and want to see your new grandson, but i agree with what helen has said in her comments, so i wont repeat it...

Hope all gets well for you all soon, and that gorgeous bub be in your arms to get lots of grandma hugs and kisses....

xxx cazza



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nell18-3
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | nell18-3
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Hey Marg

How many times have you told me not to retreat and pull away, you should have sent out an SOS so we could all know how you feel. This is when we need to be looking after you, instead of you being the one being "Mum" to every member here !!!

i would be like you, instinct to be with your grandson must be like wild horses at your heart, it must be confusing and hurtful for you when all you want is to be there. Maybe your son is still looking after your best interests, maybe he just can't handle the worry himself, for whatever reason he has asked you not to visit at this time, he must have been thinking of what was best for you at the time.

There is so much bad and worrying things going on for you right now, your head must be all over the place.

Know that my heart and my prayers are with you

xxx

 



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emmie
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | emmie
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Please dont apoligise sweetie, you dont need to . Im so very sorry to read this terrible news must be so heartbreaking for you all. I so hope your grandson is home and healthy in your arms very soon. Just where he belongs. What a creep that guy is how dre he ?? can she get a injunction against him??? Sending you the best vibes

Thinking of you

Luv Emz xxx



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cathbusymum
5.00 (Excellent) | March 2008 | cathbusymum
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Dear Marg, I'm so sorry to hear your plans for easter have gone awry. I can only imagine how disappointed you must be feeling. With so much going on, I'm sure your asking yourself what you can do. They know you are there for them, they're coping in their own way. I'm sure the cloud will burst and the sun will come shining back twofold. My heart goes out to you, I'm sending you the biggest of hugs! That little robin is gonna start singing oh so soon!

Luv, Cath xx 



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