Thanks Em it makes such a difference knowing everyone cares, if it wasn't for you all giving me your support and strength, I would be in a lot worse place in my head.  I love coming on Minti and knowing my special friends are all here under one roof it makes me feel you are a lot closer to me than you actually are, I have to occasionally remind myself that some of you are on the other side of the world.

Love you all sooooo much xxxxxxx

PS Have you got your doggy back yet?

Thanks Janice just feel sick the closer it gets to the date of the op, stupid I know, but it's just one of those things you can't help but worry about until it's all over and then you wonder what all the fuss was about, lol.

Thanks Marg you always manage to make me smile, I hope they do find out what is wrong otherwise all of this would have been for nothing, all his glands have come up on his neck now, so much so it looks like he has mumps, but he is fine in himself not feeling ill at all.  I just look at his beautiful little face and I sooo hope everything will be alright.

Well I'm hoping for the best and don't think that the combined effort of so many hoping for the best won't help cause I'm sure it will!  Your sweet little guy will be on everyones mind and I'm sending out all the good vibes I can muster!!  Special ones for you too Mom!

Thanks Helen, had a horrible day at work today as well to add to the stress, they seem to have started an 'I will treat you like an idiot' culture there and I am soooo angry at the moment I'm ready to explode.

Don't think I'm coping well, lol.

Thanks Winnie don't worry about the marbles I've already lost them I'm now on to the breaking the cups and saucers stage, lol.

Cyber HHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGG back.

Love Maria xxx

Thanks Liz just feel like it's one thing after another and the NHS have this magic way of making you feel like an inconvenience.