i just went for my first scan yesterday for my 3rd pregancy.
i found out i was 6weeks 5 days
i didn't like the person that did my scan one bit. he told me because my husband is over 35years old it increases the risk of having down syndrome babies.
that made me so scared. because my first baby had a major case of spina bifida and i had to terminate. so it seems like everytime i go for a scan i always get bad news.
anyhow, he found some really minor bleeding in the placenta but he said it's nothing to worry about. that made me even more scared.
there's not a day that goes by that i don't worry about when i'm going to lose this one aswell.
i have around 5-6 weeks until i go for my next scan but this time it's going to be at the Royal Brisbane Womens Hospital so i know i won't have to put up with arrigont scanners anymore.
what is wrong with people these days don't they have any sympathy. or do they just see it as a job with no emotions.
this time i'm really trying to take it easy with this one. my doctor said i have to keep my stress levels down.
My husband doesn't help cause he thinks that i'm suppose to take it easy not totally stop doing everything. But i'm scare that if i don't stop i'll lose it.
i didn't know how fraggile you are during your first trimester.
i'll just have to keep my fingers crossed for this one and pray that i get to enjoy every moment of this pregnancy and after.
always thinking
mel |