okay so this weekend has been ummmmmm interesting to say the least. My real mum gave me less than 24 hrs notice to say that she was arriving the next afternoon from out of state to stay for the weekend with her boyfriend. so i was stressed out trying to clean the house and organise a dbl mattress and shopping for extra food. Then when they arrive they decided to surprise me by bringing my younger sister along who i hadn't seen in about 2 years. the thing was I really don't like who my sister has become and even though i will always love her, she makes me so angry just looking at her i started shaking i had to walk back upstairs before they saw me so i could try and cool down. I had to 'play nice' all weekend when all i wanted to do was wipe that fake smile off her face and send her packing. I really don't trust her and didn't feel i could walk out of the room and leave her with the kids byherself even for 5 mins.
I am so glad they have gone, i was really looking forward to spending time with my mum but the whole thing was ruined by my sister and trying to look after 2 yr old and a newborn on top of that wasn't easy.
Plus they swear alot and go through a pack of ciggys a day and i just didn't want my kids around that.
Well just needed to vent lol |