So a friend on minti told me about this oil called clary sage, it isn't safe to use during pregnancy until you are 37 weeks on. I only have 4 days to my due date but am looking forward to meeting baby, so i am burning this oil to hopefully bring contractions on i tried the other night as well but i think baby is being very stubborn as it didn't work.

My mum thinks baby is just waiting till my dad gets back from East Timor tomorrow where he and a friend went to do missionary work over there or something to that extent but he arrives home early tomorrow so i can't wait to hear about his trip.

Today is our wedding anniversary we have been married 1 year! i was telling someone the other day and they said "its only a year don't get so excited" i nearly cried to me getting through the first year was an accomplishment it showed that we were strong enough to get through whatever life threw at us, and that we were still strong. Hubby planned a really romantice dinner at home for me out on the balcony he made italian food with candles and drinks (non-acholohic) and italian mudcake it was so romantic specially for hubby as he is the most unromantic guy i know lol. I didn't get anything for valentines thats how unromantic he is, so it meant so much that he went to all that effort it was a total surprise!

Oh i am so frustrated it has been a real bad day today.

Before 9am Belle had drawn on the walls with blue crayon whilei was on the phone then when i put her in time out she managed to find another crayon and draw where i made her sit. When she was supposed to be having her nap she pulled all her wet wipes out of the container how she managed to reach them in the first place i have no idea and then when i checked on her half an hour later she had tipped all her water out of her sippee cup onto her bed.

This afternoon i took something hubby said the wrong way and i got a headache and toothache and finally i sat down and had a good cry!

I am so on edge waiting for baby to arrive i have only 10 days to go but with my first she arrived a good 2 weeks early. Plus the doctors are telling me i will most likely have a preciptate labour which is where you can have the baby in under an hour which would be good painwise but not good for the baby they say it can cause trauma to the baby if the labour is to quick.

Well know that i have vented i am off to start dinner and find something to take the swelling off my feet