Well allergy season is in full bloom, and I have really had a difficult time this year. I found out that I do need to get my bird out of the house as that is what is causing me issues. I knew I was allergic birds, but felt that it wasn't that bad, it gets worse as it goes. So I am in the processes of finding my Blue Fronted Amazon, Jewel, a new home. I will be so sad to see her go, she yells mamma when she wants me to sit with her, and she whistles when she hears the blow dryer. She also really likes Tim's whistle for some reason, she will whistle for hours with him, but he gets tired after about an hour. She is loud as all big birds are very loud, they like th yell and screetch, but she will be missed. I hope her new family will keep in touch with me and let me see her now and then.

My husband talked to his son's Chris and John this past week. They mom is so cold blooded and mean, she has been fighting with these two for several weeks and this past week she actually went too far. In one of the screaming matches, she actually told John that my husband is not his dad. The dad he has known all his life is supposedly not his father at all. How could one person be so hateful and mean? She actually tore his heart out and stomped on it. She told him his entire life has been nothing but a lie. My husband has suspected that John wasn't his, but he has always raised him as if he is his son. So I told my husband all he can do is continue to be there for John and let me know that no matter what he is dad. I also suggested that once John calms down he talk to him and let him know that if he has questions, they can do a DNA test, and that no matter what the results he will always be his dad. If John has any questions at all, he needs to have them answered, he needs to know too that his dad will always continue to be there for him. That woman, just makes me so angry, she plays with everyone's hearts, and minds, she is just evil. How could you do that to your own child? How could anyone be that dang mean? Grrrrrrr I am just steaming now!!!!

John has to know that no matter what he is still loved by his dad, and no matter if they are blood or not, he is dad because he has always been there. And yet my husband has to know that if John is not his, and if he wants to find his real dad, he is going to have to step back and allow him that space. This is worse than a soap opera, because it is really affecting someone I love, several people I love. My kids are even tore up over this, they can't understand how she could do this to her own son. I just don't get some people.