Grrr so here I am on day 2 of the cabbage soup diet. What can I say so far? Well Ive learnt something, - IT SUCKS!!! Not only does it suck but it tastes horrible too lol well actually no, its not horrible, its just really plain and boring.

Yesterday was as much soup as I want along with fruit during the day except for bananas and as much veges as I want for dinner. So I ordered a vegetarian pizza lol do you think that counts? Hmmmm.... Today should be interesting:  Eat until ou are stuffed with all fresh, raw or cooked vegetables of your choice. Try to eat leafy green veges and stay away from dry beans, peas and corn. Eat all the vegetables along with your soup. At dinner reward yourself with a big baked potato with butter. Do not eat fruit today.

But hang on, isnt butter fattening? And so is potato. So how does that work?

Ah well Ill give it a go and see how it ends up.

Oh by the way, the cabbage farts have kicked in. Omg stay away, stay well away!!! Lmfao

So here I am about to embark on my next journey, The Cabbage Soup diet.

I dont have much faith in myself at the moment, knowing my previous track records when it comes to diets, which is why ive chosen this one as it only lasts a week.

As I sit here and eat my first bowl of cabbage soup, I begin to wonder, do you lose weight because this soup is actually healthy for you, or is it because ive put so much curry in it to give it some taste as its so bland, that i will spend the rest of the week running to the toilet with the runs and vomiting?

Either way, I am hoping to see some results quickly, as I really want to fit into the new jeans that I have just bought that are too small for me. Size 14 my ass! Theyre closer to a 10.

So on day 1 weighing in at a whopping great 75kg, I bid you farewell, my friends. Wish me luck, and stay tuned to watch my slow and miserable failure...... Au revoir!

So I sent Nathens enrollment forms off today for kindy, I have chosen to send him to the same Primary school that I went to as a child. And guess what, he was approved on the spot! Its funny, hes nearly 5, and Im only just starting to feel like a 'real' mum. I guess school is a pretty big thing! I rekon il be a bundle of nerves on his first day next year.  Wow, how exciting!

So here I am trying to adjust to full time work.

Its been just over a month and I still find that I miss my babies like crazy! Ive got pics up everywhere on my desk and as my wallpaper on my computer, in the hope that I wont miss them as much, but it just makes me miss them more, yet I dont have the heart to take them down! Oh and I found one of Xaviers socks in my handbag the other day and I nearly cried! All I wanna do is cuddle my kids and I feel like they are so far away. I really love my job but im also really missing my kids. I feel like one of those over protective parents who just cant let their kids go. Is anyone else out there going thru (or been thru) the same thing as me? This really sucks.