Today I got about an two hours outside of the house by myself. This kind of time is special because it does not include the cubicle walls or the computer.

I had to go to a used bookstore and taking Fuller there would have been a nightmare. So D agree to stick at home with Fuller, during his break from working in the attic.

I went to the store with a specific type of book in mind but they were completely out. As is always the case with that store I ended up browsing and browsing and browsing. When I discovered how long I had been there I panicked because I felt guilty leaving D with Fuller that long.

D is with Fuller all week which is why I felt it was an imposition for me to ask him to use his break time to be with Fuller. He didn't really have a problem with it, but I still felt guilty.

I shouldn't have felt guilty, I know I need the time to myself, but it really bothers me. I thought I had conquered this guilt thing. Who knew I would feel guilty leaving my son with his father?